2nd Semester.

Yeah, that's it. Started 2nd semester and I'm facing the most crucial part of the entire course. Hell yeah I'm still in Japan mood! goshh.... I'm still yet to done with those Japan stories wey... omgness!! Lotsa things to tell. And I've decided not to describe it here. Wanna know more about it? Ask me personally! haha...

Why Music? That's what Ms Lena asked today. The "garang-est" Lecturer of the whole music department. yeah, right! haha.... At first, I don't believe what senior that us that how fierce she is until this morning! omgness~~ I can really feel the pressure and the "fierce-ness". She don't smile in the class and the words she used, SARCASTIC, man! The Questions she asked this morning made me think back right before I choose this course. Why come to degree just to be a teacher? yeap... that's what running in my mind right now! sigh~

Me myself wanted study medicine so much till everyone back in hometown knows that I'm heading towards that direction. Until I told them that I choose music as my future career, all came asking WHY?! Studying Medicine was my dream. I study so hard day and night, 8hours a day(TRUE WEYH) just to hit the goal. But, too bad, I was lead to do music by Him. I know that He got another plan for me. So, I just walked under His guidance. I take it as a challenge from Him. :)

Mua was sooo sad for a couple of months after I know that I couldn't enter a Medicine Uni due to some reasons. Mua practically blamed Him for not guiding me well. sighh....

Fine, Mua know things can't turn back now. What I hope now is, do well in my second semester! *God bless mua*

How I miss my cookie monster!! weee~~ I miss you! *hug*

Japan, 日本. 2

Japan, no doubt is a really organized country. Their bus/ Train services are always on time. If your ticket is at 7.59am, the bus/train seriously, I mean really arrives before 7.59am and starts the journey at 7.59am SHARP! One thing that makes me curious is that, why instead of 8am, they make it at 7.59am?? hmm... weird huh??

Japan? I personally like Osaka,Kyoto and other cities except Tokyo. Well, the main reason is because Tokyo people are much more realistic. Realistic as in they're much more self-centered. The people there don't really give a hoot to what you do or what you're experiencing. I think that's life over there! I could really feel the "stress" and rush of time in their blood. Well, I think Tokyo is a big city where its more to entertainment such as theater and high fashion street.

Gosh, I've got lotsa things to tell over here. Don't think I can finish them in one post!!

Okay, let's start with the people in Tokyo, *again*. Mua got the chance to experience standing in a crowd of thousands of people crossing the road! And I'm proud to say that I've crossed Shibuya's road with thousands of people!! weeee~~~~ The World's Famous crossing with big screen TV! omgness!!!! once the light turns green which indicates WALK, people started walking. omgness!! imagine one whole bunch of ants walking together.

In Tokyo, you can never see "lonely" roads. Cuz places are crowded with people! omg!! Even the subway is crowded with people during peak hours. I've seen people SQUEEZE themselves into the train. Its totally different from KL's KTM! Totally different I swear! lol....

I'm sure you've heard of UNIQLO. The one and only one shop in MALAYSIA! Malaysian actually lined up for HOURS just to get a pair of jeans or shirt. But, in japan, UNIQLO is like everywhere! omg... Ginza street, Shinjuku street, Shibuya and there's one at Narita airport. Speaking about Narita airport, the security guards there seriously do their work. they check from the tip of ur head to the bottom of ur foot. woots!!Back to UNIQLO, I entered Ginza's and Shinjuku's. Mua wanted to get smth, but end up didn't get anything, because you know why? Its all winter clothes. ewww....

Tokyo, nice to visit. But, seriously not nice to stay. :)

Okay, I think i'm done with Tokyo. stay tune for my next post about Japanese culture. :)

Pictures, Next post. :)

Japan, 日本.

Behold, the Sneak preview of Japan trip! The place that I definitely would go again in the future!

Date : 7th till 15th December 2010.

Places : Osaka, Kyoto & Tokyo.

The superb coldness that I've never experience before in my life. Imagine when you stand infront of the air-cond with the temperature of 10 degrees. omg... Mua shivered all the way when I was walking on the streets of Japan. But yeah, It was a memorable trip! The nicest I've been so far. :)

See the tree, kesian kan? Too cold till "shed" off all the leaves! LOL....

Vending machines! I love them till max! Almost all kinds of snacks you can find! OMGNESS!

Cute sial! Too cute that I begged mummy to buy me a cookie monster plush! weee~

Ps : More Pictures coming up soon enough! *hopefully before school starts*

Toldyaissneakpreview! haha......

What do u think?

Guys think differently from girls?

Or

Girls think too much??

December

yeah, its December already. gosh... time flies, eh? In just a blink of eye, we're going to wave goodbye to 2010 and say hello to 2011! Ouh yeah, its christmas month, peeps! The month that I've been waiting for, likee... ages?

Yeah, Christmas! Full of joy and tears as well. Christmas trees all over which makes my day full of enlightment whenever I see them around! Plush toys which are on sale right now, they're so damn cute!! omg!! So FLUFFY that I can die!!! omg omg omg!!!

Things to do #1, #2 and #3 are done. Now, I'm waiting for the momento to go! wee... Can't wait to go. The trip that i've been waiting for years! Hell yea!! Years!! Planned that for like years ago, and finally i've got the chance to go. Praise Lord. :)

BTW, My sony camera is officially cacat already. ishhh.... I cannot get a new one. Cuz everything's so expensive now. ewwww.... I wish that I could go and earn some money outside and buy it myself. :(

Can't wait for christmas celebration this year and new year countdown. weeee~~

till then, december pictures are coming up end of this month. yipee!!!

weeee...

Done with dad's annual concert. gosh... LETHARGIC , that's the only word i can describe. Mess all over when the event started at 1pm. gosh.... parents came and register, students ran here and there and most of all, the sound of crying all over the hall. omgness...

I ran all over the hall with my new pair of heels to grab those kids to line up for their performances. omg... can u imagine me on heels running here and there for lykeee 4 hours?! i mean it, 4 hours. gosh...

I'm back home for like 4 days already and I haven't get a chance to mee

t my friends yet. ewwww... No time! And They're so far away from me. and and and Baby myvi is not here. too bad... I don't have transport to go there.

pictures of the day! :)

The Heels that kills me.

Imagine me running with this pair of heels todayh.

The face after all the hard work.

The ultimate dad and I.

The one and only sis with mua.

Weee... Balloons all over!!!

Giving out balloons!

Graduation. :)

Finally, the best chocolate mint cake from awana. :)

Everything's done within 4 hours. gosh.... Thank god that everything's done now.

Next thing on the list :

#1 : send sis off to Japan.

#2 : Get myself a sweater.

#3 : Tunggu pergi Tokyo!

#4 : I can't wait for christmas.

#5 : more to come. LOL....

ps : I don't feel safe.

Happy Belated birhday Genie. :P

Sorry for celebrating late with you cuz.. u know la.. exam! haha... I had a great day with you just now. And It's always hard to say good bye. boo~~

Photos of him. Coming up When I'm back home tmrw. Its gonna be a lonngggg day for me tomorrow! Gonna wake up at 6am, and its like 3am now! omg!! I can't imagine how am i gonna survive with only 3 hours sleep. @@....anway, I'm gonna wake up early cuz I've gotto unscrew my piano with the help of Siva!! wuuhuu~ He's just my hero!!

Ouh yea, his birthday pressie?? A guitar capo!! haha... Dunlop guitar capo!!

okay, I'm so lazy and tired to write long post now. I promise that I'd write a longer one with PICTURES tmrw! till then. :)

Sorry

Sorry. That's what i'm saying.

Orientation week and first few weeks of school here in uni were the best time in my life. yeah, I met new friends that changed me alot.

I know that I'm a really straight forwarded person. Sorry that I've offended you in anyway. The way I say or the way I did. Big sorry and yeah big sorry.

sorry. Cuz I don't wanna be the regretted one. I cherish everyone here and I try to blend with everyone. I tried to change the way I talk. I did tried very hard. And I tried to be silence. But everytime when i'm in a silence mood, everyone would come and ask, " why so emo"?

The accident that took my friend's sis' life, changed me. Changed me, to say whatever is inside my heart. The person I like, I told. The person that hates me, I ask them why. So please, do forgive me and I try to do the best i can to blend in. cuz its difficult to live in a one person's world.

you, you, you and everyone out there, I'm SORRY. *bow* I don't wanna loose any moments with everyone here. I'm sorry for the way I did nor talk. I truely am.

The way everyone talks about me, I was hurt. Truely, I was hurt and IDK what to do.

So, yeah. Tell me what I did so that i can change. Sorry that I wasn't sensitive enough to care people's feelings.

Again, I don't wanna be the regretted one. I don't wanna miss a chance to say that I cherish u guys. I really appreciate that I've known everyone here.

Wrote this with my heart. *

sakit.

Gastric came to me just right after I went for swimming in the evening. Gosh... Was quite some time back since i last got gastric. Cuz I've been eating quite alot these days. *fat* OMG!!

Mua was kinda moody today cuz of some incident that happened through social network thingy. Well, everyone said, forget about it and look forward. That's the only thing I can do. Focus on my last paper and ciao!! I can't wait to go home. Seriously am kinda excited for this holiday!

Human relationship in girl's world?? One word, COMPLICATED. Gossips, exaggeration and back stabbers are everywhere. I just hope I could go through this tough time and stay strong no matter what people say.

IGNORE, that's the word that I've learnt here. They asked me to IGNORE whatever they say. So, yeah, I will try to IGNORE what they say and try to move forward and FOCUS!!

For anyone out there that supports me, THANKS. For anyone out there that lend me their ears, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

For anyone out there that is angry or hates me, I'M SORRY.

Wanted to write more here, but under certain reasons/circumstances, I'm not allow to elaborate here. till then.

IMY

you know what?

Its a sin to wear branded stuff in university. That's it. I don't wanna elaborate more.

Music history

Yeah, I've been hitting this subject ever since this morning and i'm still in Renaissance period. Sad huh?? Cuz i've gotto do so much research so that I won't miss any part of it. Because of this paper on the 23rd, I missed Singing-K with seniors! garhhh!! I sooo wanna go! CUZ its been so long since i last stepped into a Karaoke box! Brandon buuuuu!!!! I miss Red Box in GARDENS so much!!

Exam is coming to the end and holidays is coming. Excited and at the same time sad. Cuz I'll be leaving here and won't be seeing ____ for a month? goshh.. It seems short but, for me, its long!! I'll be flying on the 7th and only will be back a week later.

garhh.. I've gotto continue with my renaissance already!!! I'mmmmm wayyyyy to slow!! OMG!!

IMY

Love story

Tho its a really old old old old song, but still "Love story" is my favourite song after "Because of you". These two songs made inspires me and they're the songs that made my day. :)


We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you, "Please don't go..."
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, "Please don't go"
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

'cause we were both young when I first saw you

IMY. :'(

Screwed.

Done with practical exam just now. A big relieve for me and at the same time a big disappointment. sigh~ I did so badly at the harmonization and improvisation part. omg... Dr yumi didn't commented on it, but i can feel the "ugliness" of the piece that I produced. :'(



Ehh... sad sial!! omg!!!


one last paper on the 23rd and i'll be free from everything. MUSIC HISTORY!!! garhh... I can't wait for holiday. Will be flying of on the 7th! I can't wait!! :)


IMY

2nd post in a day.

Yeah, I wanna write!! I just wanna write cuz i feel like writing! haha.... Mua went out with seniors for dinner at Kim Gary just now. Then they went to this game station to hit the drums. It looks fun tho, but i didn't try cuz i think i'm gonna score the lowest if i try. haha..

Well, it was a really nice dinner cuz its been a long time since i ate cheese!! garhh.. how i miss cheese bake rice at Kim Gary. But I ordered baked cheese Spaghetti just now. It was awesome! :)

We had a little talk about motorist and it makes me think of my friend's sister who just passed away last week. Sighh... He and I are quite close with each other where we contacted each other like, always?

The other day, I sent a text, asking how's his life. Then only I know that his sister got into a very serious accident. I prayed for her recovery, but too bad, She couldn't survive the second operation. I was shocked to see the wall post. Everyone's saying RIP at her wall. I called him immediately right after I saw those post. And yeah, its true that he just lost her.

Regretted of not saying I LOVE YOU always in his life to his sister. I hereby wanna urge everyone outside, appreciate each and everyone of ur friends outside there. I LOVE YOU is just three simple words that need to be expressed out. Don't just live inside ur own world without knowing what's happening outside.

Live life, love life, love your family love your friends. :)

till then.

IMY

Dear me.

I tak tahan wanna write this after reading my friend's blog. I just wanna keep my friends update. :)

Done recital and its the most scariest thing to do even tho I played with a partner. Thank God there's no mistakes in between!! omg.... Hands shaked all the way from the begining till the end! It was a great experience tho. :)

Watching one of the seniors playing cello accompanied by piano makes me love cello even more. I wonder when can i get my very own cello? gosh.. I've been waiting for months.

Two days later i'll be facing practical exam. Yet to start harmonizing and improvising! Goshhh.... Left only a day to do it! omg!!

I had Drama & Theatre exam this morning. The place that i sat was right the the side of the hall. Lucky me i got that place. Cuz it wasn't that cold there.

Will be going to a place that i've been logging to go with family ever since! Garhh... I can't wait to go there! I'm soooo getting a new camera and winter clothes!! omg!! Can't wait for it!

till then.

IMY.

:)

Someone changed my point of view about human relationship and life in a night. 3 hours talk, and voila!

2 ears and a mouth. Should have listen more rather than talk. That's what I've learn here.

The whole terrible incident that happened here, matures me. Lord Guided me throughout this path. Even though the process that I might going to go is tough, but still there are people who supports me. They are there for me to cry, shout and laugh on together.

cry through the phone and tell my friend how miserable I am doesn't help. Cuz this is the problem that I'm going to solve myself.

Change? Yeah, I will. The way I speak, the way I talk the way I'm gonna face everyone here and there.

Relationship, tough yet difficult, huh?? Its a never ending story for everyone. Cuz each and everyone grows from that matter.

sad? yeah, I am. Smile and joyful r always on my face cuz i've gotto face so many things in my life. I cannot hang a "hated" face and show my temper all over, isn't? so yea... deep inside my heart, sorrow.

couldn't deny that I hate gossips. Cuz it changes people's perspective upon smth. I'm hereby, not gonna talk about anything about anyone and anywhere!

I just feel like writing out what I feel now. no offense and I don't mean to hurt anyone.

Thanks to each and everyone out there that were there for me when i'm superbly moody and down. Thanks to you guys out there that made my day.

till then, I'm not gonna blog here until end of sem. :)

stress!!

I'm officially stress because i only got one book to read. OMG!

second day of the second last month of the year!

yeap... second day of November, peeps.

Woke up so earl today cuz I can barely sleep last night. I was soo excited about the practical I had this morning. Thank God that it turned out well this morning. Well done, good job and good are the words that came out from Dr. Jason's mouth!! Omg... can u believe it? Am seriously happy about it!! :) tho i've got a lil' pitching prob!! haha...


I love the weather here in penang nowadays. Its not too cold nor not too warm. *ngam ngam*!! lol... I'm starting to revise my work from today onwards!! Beethoven's OP. 79 is still in the process. Hopefully I can play all 5 pages with perfect rhythm and correct notes before exam!! @@


ps : IMY.

1.11.10

first of November, peeps!! I think I've utilized today with much purpose.

1. Went to dad's kindergarten and did some experiments.
2. Test drive Toyota Prius ( super likey this car )
3. travel alone to come back to penang.

lastly, I'm superb tired!! Tomorrow's the big day for me and part of my course mates. We'll be teaching at the kindergarten in USM. 20percent weyyy... I've gotto do it with just one shot!! Keep your fingers cross for me!! :)))

FYI, the plane journey was kinda rough. The pilot almost made me threw up in the plane. The landing was... wayyyyyy to rough... luckily tak vomit inside the plane la.. ouhh yea... one more thing... I was sooo lucky enough that my gate at KLIA was just outside. I just need to walk a small distance to reach my gate when I landed at KLIA. Thank god. :)

Books?? belum sentuh lagi. I'm gonna use the time given this week which means tomorrow, to study study and study!! ouh yea, I've gotto practice my op 79 too!! :)

Wish me luck. till then. :)

succeeded :)

omg-ness!!! I'm sooo hype nw cuz Prof. Razif's class for 1st yr 1st sem is finally over! I mean!! Thank god for everything!! I love it!! I love it!! haha....

He actually came to me after solo performance infront of my course mates and complimented me on my bass playing. "I think you should stick with bass because there was some interesting bass that you played just now*. Thank you, God. I prayed so hard every night just to get this exam done! omg... prayer paid? yes for sure!! :)))

Tho my fingers are all full with scars now, but its worth it after practicing for like everyday!! haha..

Last week of 1st sem.

Last week of first semester of the whole course. Supposedly to be free. But it turns out to be busy. yeah.... busy!! I'm having ensemble exam this coming wednesday and i'll be playing bass of course. hopefully I'll hit the correct notes and nothing bad happens!! OMG!!

I started practicing Sonatine by Beethoven today. It turns out to be much more easier than I thought. Thanks to Mr Raymond aka my piano teacher's guidance. :) Am gonna master that song in a few weeks time before exam!! YAY!!

Short post ends fast. *cheers*

The Tawau Project

Phew! Finally everything's done and no more late night singing anymore! lol..... It was indeed a fun yet great concert held in usm last night. I had fun and of course pictures are on their way. I didn't take my camera cuz my camera dah cacat. *hints for Christmas present* lol.....

Cute guys! okay.... they're all over in the hall and back stage! omg!!! I memang go there and cuci mata one la. haha... cuz arts school don't have any cute guys. ehem*

One of the lead singer who's from Taiwan was the spotlight of the event. lol.. He's cute, tall and handsome. AND AND AND he's AVAILABLE!! Rumors said that he just broke up with his China girl. awww..... His voice... memang romantic sial when he sings! omg@@.. really cannot stand!! *faint*

Back to singing.... There's a guy who plays the grand piano like nobody's business. I admit that he's really good at piano. Too bad, he's not cute. haha.. but he's DAMN good at gliding the grand. memang *faint* when he glides!! haha....

ouhh ouhh.. did i mention that i met a guy. ok.. a cute little guy?? haha... I posted pictures on fb. I just asked him to take pictures with me randomly. I was superb shy tat time. omg!! Superb happy too!! and and and... He's from math school!! omg... math weyh!!! cute + brainy = my type!!

Now only I know that jazz band ada cute guys all over! omg... so regret that I didn't join jazz band earlier! haha....

till then. :)

ps : more picture otw!! :)))

A day with 3rd year seniors.

Guess what?! I went out for almost 7 hours to prangin mall and komtar with my seniors. I had lotsa fun with them. One thing that i didn't know was, they were actually so friendly and fun to be with. lol...

7 hours was worth it. Cuz I threw everything at the back of my mind. Assignments, presentations and revisionS!! omg!! I'm soo staying up late tonight. plus, I've got to laugh my head of with them. haha...

one particular question that everyone around me asked nowadays. "what happened between u two". yeah.... I admit. There's a gap between me and someone whom i'm gonna talk here. I feel sad about this incident. I was kinda alone all these while. I was so sad cuz i've got no one to talk to about what's happening in my mind. I was so sad that I've lost this friend.

Eli is the only one that I talked to about this matter. I cried everytime I talked about this matter. Cuz it really breaks my heart.

you know what I miss the most? I miss the laugh!! I wanna be crazy again! I don't wanna be the one who faces books and plays piano every moment!! I don't wanna be the one who gets isolated!!!

I cried cuz I can't stand the pressure!! I blamed myself because of this.

Thanks seniors for the one day trip. I really had lotsa fun except for the looking for clothes part. haha...

choir

lol... I had a great time singing in choir for our next project which will fall on next Thursday night. The project is called The Tawau Project which is a charity concert where jazz band and other performances will be held! aww... I look forward for that weyh!

It's fun singing in choir where we sing and dance together in group! haha... I had lotsa fun just now during the practice! Even the prof. was having fun!

My seniors are the nicest people to talk to! LOL.... I love talking with them. haha... FUN is the only word that I could describe!!!

Am soooo looking forward for next week's performance.

ouhh yea, Dr Yumi, my keyboard class leturer told me that I can enter recital. She say for those who didn't make it or didn't enter projek seni can perform one song either in memory or with score on stage. I was shocked and of course happy to hear that. I hope I could make this through! Dr Yumi said, U must enter! haha... This phrase pushes me! :))

Btw, My cello is not here yet. supposedly I can get it by tomorrow. but, too bad the cello is there, but without the bow. so... tak boleh ambik la. sigh... I've gotto wait for another few more days. apala...

hmmm

He called and he told me that he's coming to penang this weekend. But, I might be going home cuz my dad is coming this friday. damn... idk i wanna go home or not. miserable sial!! :(

She's my B-I-A-T-C-H!

mood : sedih yang teramat2(is this even a word?)

I miss her so much ever since we were apart last two years. She left to KL for law degree. We meet at least once a year. Cuz both of us were so busy with our stuff. She's my babe.... I miss talking and crapping with her. We always talk stuff about boys and what's going on in our life.

She's the one I go to whenever I needed someone to talk. arghhh.. I hate missing her. AND AND AND.... She's leaving for UK soon, i think.




Harminderjit Kaur with her super short hair.. I miss ur long curly hair, babe! :(

Lol.... super old pic! It was taken in during Chemistry class! :)


yay me before braces! haha.... en en on the left and the babe on the right! :)

I'm so free to upload pics here today cuz i don't feel like doing anything now! so damn not in the mood of studying! arhh... I might gonna start late tonight! I'm going home this friday!! I'm too excited for this that's why I don't wanna touch any books now! haha... daddy's coming to get me! omg omg!! He's my super dad cum hero!! :) <3

H-U-R-T

First of all, I must emphasis that this is not an emo post. LOL... I've been playing bass for quite some time and today is my first guitar lesson with Mr.Ong. It was last minute decision for having a guitar class.

Well, I was at the piano centre practicing piano, and my mind thought of asking the clerk whether they provide guitar lesson or not. The clerk brought me to see the teacher right away. lol.. I was shocked. macam tu la my first guitar lesson starts. haha... *short story ends fast, isn't?*

It was kinda fun learning under him. He's a good guitar teacher. :). blisters all over my first three fingers both right and left hand. :'(....

Though its pain, but for me, its worth it. :))

In the mean time, I've been hitting the books ever since.... err.. idk when!! haha.... been coping with everything well now. :)

@@

Been facing the computer ever since I woke up this morning. I've cracked my head for the report for Mr Johan's work!

5 hours, I've counted!! gosh.... 5 hours, but i'm still stuck at baroque period. sigh.... cuz its really difficult to write in bahasa melayu!!

Books after books for refering and google after google, wiki after wiki!! arh..... Felt like banging my own head to the wall!!

I stopped writing after Baroque period, cuz i really cannot stand it anymore. so I went for a sleep. Gosh.. u know what?? CHILDREN nursery rhymes kept spinning in my head! cuz u know why?? I just had singing test two days ago. I kept singing those songs again and again until it actually "stick" in my mind. gosh... now its really difficult for me to "peel" it off!! *HELP*

I'm looking forward to teaching in kindergarten this coming Thursday. Its actually part of our course outline. :))... teaching kids how to sing with all the methods that I've learnt! COOL!! I really wonder how it'll be!

Currently waiting for the arrival of my new cello!! omg omg omg!! I'm so excited!! haha....

Piano class these days kinda stress me out. Cuz my teacher keep on stressed on my fingers. sigh... more and more practice is needed!! arhh...

meanwhile, my bass guitar training session is only limited to every Tuesday, wednesday(with prof) and Friday. sigh.... My fingers hurt everytime I play. :(

Till then, i've gotto continue my work again! Classical period!! gosh!!! I've gotto get it done by today!! I mean it!! today no matter what!!

focusing

Lame title, huh? I'm out of idea of what title I should put. Just a little anecdote to share with you guys out there. :)

I'm currently playing bass guitar for my class's ensemble. Fingers hurt till max for my very first time plucking the strings on the bass. gosh... It hurts when I play piano for the first few days. But it gets better after some time. Now, My first two fingers are officially "harden"?? LOL... idk that's the appropriate word to describe it! haha... well, i'm getting use to playing bass right now. :)

Besides taking up bass, I'm gonna start learning CELLO soon!! yeah, you heard me saying CELLO! why cello?! first and the most important factor of learning a cello is because of the impact of watching "The Soloist". This movie makes me cry at the very end and it inspires me to get myself to learn cello!! I'm getting a cello at LAST!!! yay~~

Mua is coping with studies nowadays. I'm setting a goal for myself. lol... my goal = finish up all those books that i've photocopied!! omg!!! its like A THOUSAND pages long!! hopefully I can finish them up before final starts!! omg!!

Thinking back of biology and math. I miss doing them so much. I miss memorizing cells, describing the process of it and most of all do all difficult math questions. yeah, I know I may sound stupid cuz most of science students hate doing those stuff, but those WERE what I did for the past 7 years.

For now and the next 2 years, I'll be reading scores scores and more scores like EVERYDAY!! haha.. sight-reading sure improve till max la!! no more calculators, cuz there are NO calculations!! no more graph papers, cuz there are NO graphs for me to draw! no more tiny little cells for me to examine, no more microscope, no more brain-wrecking questions like those crazy MATH-T!!

I've told myself, no regrets after choosing this path. I'll do this properly and hopefully I can excel in what I've chosen. *pray pray pray*.

Thanks for those who were there beside me whenever I needed them. I really thank them for lending their hands, shoulders and their ears. You know who you are.

okay, I'm addicted to kit-kat nowadays!! I had a bar of kit-kat which cost me rm3 and kit-kat nuggets just now! omg!! those calories!! *pening straightaway*

Will be here to update my story next time. till then~

A rotten apple inside.

Class started and assignments are piling up ever since the first day I got back. pheww... luckily I got to Finnish up the drama & theater report in time! Thank God!

Mr Johan, my music history teacher won't be giving lectures anymore. Instead, Dr Razak will be handling over his class. I love Mr Johan's class, cuz i'd learn alot of things from him other than learning history of music. And he's so C-U-T-E when he's lecturing in front of the class!!! *Faints*

Life had been kinda lazy for me ever since I got back here. I admit that I don't really practice piano now due to some personal reasons. sighh...

Nowadays, I'm scare to talk to anyone. I don't know why. I'm scare to approach to talk to my friends even though they're my classmates. I miss the laugh, the excitment, the joy and most of all, the sharings.

Books and I-touch becam my new best friend recently. I try my very best to show the best of myself infront of everybody where I smile and I laugh with them. But, in the inside, I'm truely sad/lonely/SAD. Yeah, I hate to admit that I'm all alone in uni. :(..

More or less, this feeling affected me myself. I've never been so ALONE in my whole entire life. In the past, where ever or whenever I go, Teng teng would be by my side. I felt like i'm a rotten apple. idk why.

I cried so badly for that particular incident where I am all alone. I cried cuz i'm so damn scare to be alone. I skipped lunch everyday cuz i don't know whom i can eat with!! My eyes hurt last few days as I've never been so down until I met this incident.


For you, if u're reading this. please do tell me why and what happened? Its been a month plus since I last talk with u. I tried to approach u, but it seems that u tried to avoid every step I take. And now, I'm scare to talk to u cuz I felt like i'm a pest to u. I am Scare of u.

I have to admit that I can't survive without friends.

Back for good! :)

I'm back after my last post in this blog of mine. well, I wasn't in the mood to blog recently cuz of some stuff going on. Exams and assignments are the main obstruction! *blame them*

I'm back in penang again after 2 weeks raya break. I spent lovely time with my family in penang, KL, Ipoh and most of all KEMAMAN! LOL... bro is back from Japan for a month, I only got to spend 2 weeks with him. Well, I guess i've gotto wait next year again! :)

I'm currently sleeping a night at my aunt's house in penang. I just got down from plane and I'm so so so tired but i don't feel like sleeping yet. *weird huh*??

I miss mummy and daddy right after i wave goodbye at them today at kuantan airport. I nearly cry when I saw mummy and daddy waiving at me. I quickly walked myself to the waiting area so that they won't see me in tears.

It was my first experience sitting plane alone from Kuantan-KL-Penang. Cool experience btw!! Tho its tiring finding my gate in KLIA, but it was fun exploring those gates by myself! haha....

Settled down in penang now. Gonna start class this coming Monday. Excited?! never!! cuz every class here seems to be like "exam class". I'd try to enjoy those classes tho! :)

Till then. :)

13-08-2010

Mua's birthday! Dr. Yumi's class was canceled earlier today and i was superb happy! cuz no quiz for today! LOL..... I spent my day surfing FACEBOOK. cuz i've got over a hundred NOTIFICATIONS! lol.. for the first time in my life, i've got tat many notifications in a day! haha... love my friends who painted my wall so nicely! :)))

Then, a friend told me that she's coming to pick me up at 11am. So i get myself dressed at 10.45am and waited for her. Turns out, my coursemates come knocking at my door and suprised me with a birthday cake! awww....aren't they lovely?? thanks a million for that! loves!!! ♥♥

I went for Sushi king for dinner with him just now. I had the nicest sushi meal ever after 5 weeks here!!!! gosh.. can u imagine me eating cafe food for like 5 weeks?! arhhh....

Well, I had a great day!!! LOVE everyone around me! *hugs*

I think

I'm gonna get a birthday cake myself and blow candles alone in my room. :(
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Yu, qian, teng, dian, mei, ang, billy, yi po, fern, hui ling & loon. I miss u guys so much. I miss the feeling of counting down till our own birthday! Every year, when it reaches August, I'd go to everyone's book and write down my own birthday or even stuff a piece of paper in their pencil case. But, I can't do it here.

We only knew each other for barely a month. I tried to mix, but it seemed to be FAILED. After that day, I know that "true friends and best friends" never exist here. Sad case, huh?? I've done my part well. I'll try to be alone from now on. I'll try to isolate from others. I'll never want what happened last two year to be happened again. :(.. It takes me forever to think about the cause! sigh....

I had gastric twice this week. I suffered! :'(... I hate quizes from keyboard class cuz i'm always out of tempo. :(... I hate doing rythm with prof every wednesday cuz he always give alot of questions/assignments if we can't do it correctly! :(

I do wish 3 years here will pass in a blink of eye! :(

A-L-O-N-E

Suddenly, I felt like i'm all alone in this world. I felt left out because of that tiny incident that happened earlier today.

I started my day, looking at morning msg which makes me smile the whole day. But, things get worse when i forgot to bring my BM book out from my room. sigh.... my pedagogy class was from 11.30am till 1.00pm, Dr Jason let us out around 1.15pm. I rushed back to my room just to get the pathetic BM book. My next tutorial class is at 2pm. I skipped lunch due to some reasons. sigh...

GASTRIC pain comes when I only had biscuits in my stomach. :'(... I was too tired to talk to anyone as i'm in pain. sigh.. tutorial class was from 2-3pm. Then 3pm is the "ultimate" BM class( the cause of skipping lunch). sigh.... I did my essay in superb fast speed and got myself out of the class and straight back to my room! gosh.. The pain wasn't there anymore during BM class, cuz its been too long....

Thinking back of the pain.... I only had tomyam for dinner last night, plus skipping breakfast and lunch.. GASTRIC... sigh... I swear to GOD that i never ever will eat tom yam again!! :'(((

I started my birthday week as described above! sad, huh?? :'(.. I HATE MONDAYS!! cuz its the busiest day of my week! :(((

hey

I'm superb moody. :'(

I miss home soooo much that I don't feel like doing anything! I don't want 13th to come that early. :(. I don't wanna celebrate it anymore. I just wanna skip that day. I'd pretend that day dosen't exist! sighhh..

No doubt that everyone here miss home. I've been away from home for a month and 3 days! My phone dosen't seem to work since yesterday. Its been days since I last talked with my mum. I miss everyone back there! :'(. All ever wanted is to escape from this desperate scene! :(

My heart wants me to cry out loud, but my mind controls my tears from falling down. :'(

soon to be... PANDA!

chak!!! panda coming thruuu!! @@

Woke up as early as 6.45am just to get myself ready for convo. It all started 03.08.2010. Woke up reluctantly then practically dragged myself to the toilet!

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I saw alot of graduates who's graduating this year. I'm so happy for them when I saw their parents wore and tidy up their "gown". lol.... USM's "graduate gown" is purple which I think its nice! LOL.....

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Me, myself dressed in black!!! All black from head to toe! Just to sing the two pathetic songs which I'll be doing it for 9, i repeat!! 9 friggin' times!!!

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Well, I manage to watch medic students graduate! I envyyy them.. There're tears inside my eyes when I saw them, cuz I wanted to do med so much, but i can't. :'(....

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Well, Guess i'm gonna excel in my music course, eh?! I will!!!!!!

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Mua, currently preparing 3 songs for the coming audition. Pray hard for me peeps!!! I hope i can do it in time!!! :))))

Bro is coming back from Japan this 16th of August! I just can't wait for him to come back! Its been a year since I last met him! wonder how FAT is he now! LOL....

Hmm.... 13th is coming, but i don't feel like counting down days to that day. Cuz i just can't "feel" it this year! :'(......can anyone lighten it up for me? :(

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I just felt like skipping or postponed my birthday this year! Cuz i wanna celebrate sooooooooooooooooooo badly! :(((((

Skip 13th of August this year! I don't want it to be here this year. sigh... This is the first time where I don't anticipate 13th of August. :((... I don't feel like its a birthday after all. sigh....

IDK why... I just don't feel right for it. sigh.... I miss home so badly that I feel like flying back there once i got time! :(.... but time is never enough for me ever since I stepped into this uni.

PERFORMANCE & RECITALS are only words in my mind. :(((...

3 pieces of songs, 100 pages of theories, LOTSA chords & intervals and etc to be memorized soon enough!!!! :(((


ps: i miss home. :(

The "sourheart & Bitterheart"

Part of the juniors(us), with part of the seniors. :)

Malam Seni was a success last night. We were worried about the crowd's reaction, but it turns out that we weren't that bad at all. haha...

left : sourheart , right : bitterheart.

3 of us. xoxo!!

The Superb "bitterheart" of mine!

The one and only "sourheart" of mine!

The best thing to be here in USM is making new friends! They are the best and I'll remember them always! :)))

classes......

Classes in university felt more to exams for me! I have to go through pop-quizzes every time I go for class. U can imagine how stressful it is for me before i enter every class and how relieve I am after class! LOL.. but still, i'm trying to adapt with it. I'm trying to enjoy Vocal & Keyboard class. :). Each vocal & keyboard class there will be quizzes. goshh..... How I HATE those quizes!! But somehow, I love playing new songs and learning how to recognize chords! :).. Dr Yumi is a great lecturer cuz the way she speaks makes everyone laugh!!

Our school of arts will be having this "malam Seni" thingy, first year(juniors) aka us, will be performing! lol... we'll be singing "heal the world" originally by Micheal Jackson! hmm.. okay, before performing that thingy, We're asked to go(walk) to USM museum(idk where is it). damn.. I HATE walking in USM!! cuz a fren of mine said i'm much darker already! omg! tak per... breakfast n lunch r provided! :)

I enjoyed making new friends and eating everywhere in USM! lol.... cafeteria here are not that bad, but, my hostel's cafe is the worst among all! haha...

bro is coming back from japan on the 16th of Aug! I can't wait for him to come back with my gaga earphone!! arhhhhh... I can't wait for it to be in my hands!! cuz cuz cuz I've been craving for that since last year! haha...

I love Mr Johan's class cuz he gives us ALOT of information in 2 hours time! haha... He's a GREAT lecturer!! He's my music Technology lecturer!! :)

The gaga EARPHONE!!! YAY!!!

Till then, I'll be updating my life over here always!

chocolates (27/7/2010)

ignore my mouth! lol.. middle= kah hui aka cheryl, with tounge=rachel. lol...

I love eating chocolates whenever i'm sad, stress or angry. lol... this is the one of the factors where i gain all those FATS! :PPPP...

Thanks to Rue-Wen who always buy chocolates for me whenever she's back from Taiping!! aww.. she's such a nice girl, right? lol...

ouh well, things are going well here in usm. Dr Jason's class is cancelled for the next two weeks! lol... everyone in my class is thrilled to hear this good news! cuz there'll be no pop-quizes for these two weeks! HURRAYYY!!! :)))...

We went out for breakfast early this morning. He waited for me cuz i woke up late. :)... I was suprised by him. He gave me a treble clef "thingy" which idk where he get it from. well, I was smilling the whole morning. :).

planned to go for mc D for dinner, but it didn't worked out, cuz he was busy with his stuff, ended up, NASI GORENG again! duhhhh...

27/7/2010... xoxo! :)

1st dinner in the year of 2010.

After all, you forgive me for what i've done. I really appreciate it deeply!! :))

Okay, I talked alot with you tonight cuz its been months since i last talked with u face to face! gosh!! u're wearing braces for like 6 months and I only knew that since yesterday!! haha.... I'm a lil outdated, I know!! But i'll try to get to know u since the day we're apart!! :)

2 hours of dinner+supper makes me laugh all the way back to my own room. I had a lovely night. Thank you very much!

xOxO!!!

I miss you. can you hear me?

8 months have passed and i'm still here missing you. I never knew how to appreciate you until that day came. I'm sorry. I wish I could just turn back time. :'(.

U ran in the rain just to get dinner for me. U ran cuz u scare that I'm hungry. U put a spoon inside, cuz u know that i hate washing. sigh... I miss you loads.

promise me that u won't run in the rain anymore!! plssss...

When I'm superb homesick!!

The first webcam-ing session with ms Ooi Rue-Wen. She is mua's coursemate/bestie around campus(i admit a bully her alot). lol.... She's fun/cute/silly/talk-A-tive/bossy/caring/crazy and most of all she wants to know everything!! She's really fun to be with! not to forget all of my friends over here, I am thrilled & blessed to have them as a part of my without family life. :'(

The first webcam-ing session with ms Ooi Rue-Wen.

awww.. the serious face

lol.... the poser! :)))


Credits to ms Ooi Rue-Wen who buys me chocolates!! XOXOXOXO!!

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I went through my camera this afternoon and I just couldn't control my tears dropping when I saw pictures of me n my family and this video. I miss them so badly. :'(

She was the first baby girl that I talked with in my dad's kindergarten. She runs towards me every morning when she sees me. She gives me chocolates cuz she knows I love eating her chocolate bun. She's the cutest baby i've ever seen in my life. She speaks good english as her sister speaks with American slang. I love huging her everytime I saw her. I miss her alot! :'(

I miss everyone out there.

Qian, if u're reading this, I wanna tell you that everytime i listen to 21 guns, u were the first one in my mind. Everytime I go to McDonalds, I'd recall back the time when we were havin exam ( yi po, hui ling, qian.)

:'(

Homesick.

yeah, for the first time i'm my blog, i'm telling you guys that I miss home so badly. I wasn't in a mood of anything except blogging! sigh.... I planned to go to Ipoh since my aunt is there, but then, when Dr Jason said that we need to finnish up till chapter 4 for music in childhood book(which is like 100 pages long), I was STUNNED & SPEECHLESS. Cuz my weekend plan is ruinned! sigh... totally RUINNED!!

Well, maybe I just need to buckle up my studies a lil' bit. Pop quizes for Dr Yumi and Dr Jason's class is coming up and i'm shooo not prepared!! I need to practice chords for Dr Yumi's class and memorize 100 pages of music in childhood for Dr Jason's class! BAD CHOICE OF COURSE, eh?? But, I think, other courses would be as busy as me tho. (I'll take this as a challenge, btw)

Speaking about homesick, I'm so envy of my frens whose house is in penang and perak. Cuz they get to go home for like every weekends. :'(... I miss my family the most. I miss talking to my mum, tho we talk thru phone for like every single day! but, its different from talking face to face!! I miss my grandma's cooking!! I don't get to drink her soup everyday like i used to do when I was home for the past 6 months! :'(..... most of all, I miss all the NAGINGs from my grandma, my mum and my dad! gosh.... I should have let them NAG me everyday when I was home! :(.

As for USM, i'm trying to adapt to chasing for buses, running to class and hunting for food life! LOL... It may sound tiring, but, its actually a very good experience for everyone! ouh yea, I hate doing LAUNDRY! ughh.... it takes me for like an hour to finnish up the pile of clothes! ewww... I seriously HATE it!

Lastly, I WISH I OWN A PRIVATE PLANE!

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Ignore the smile, cuz there was a security guard, asking me to get down! LOL

We took pictures on stage ILLEGALLY! LOL......

Rachel& Mua. I learn alot from her.

The bunch of new friends that I made for the past 2 weeks. They are great! :)

PS : am gonna upload more pics later. :)

The new place that I'd call my home for the next 3 years. :)

4th July was the day that I stepped into this Uni for my very second time! It was also the day that I stepped into the "room" that I'll be seeing/sleeping/studying for the next 3 years ( probably will be moving out next sem!).

In short, Lectures and Seniors are superb good! lol... Seniors helped us so much during our orientation week. They took care of us like we were their little sisters and brothers! aww... BIG APPLAUSE TO THEM!!!

My very first lecture was lectured by Dr. Yumi Yoshita. yeah, She is a Japanese. The very first impression for me about her was, CUTE! haha.. cuz the way she makes us laugh seeing her giggling, shaking and dancing! lol... She's just wayyy tooo funny!! But then, her spoken English is a little bit difficult to understand. Me myself have to squint my eyes when I listen.

hmm.... All of my lectures were educated from all over the world. Some were from Paris, UK as well as the States! ewww.... so envy!! haha....

A bunch of new friends that I knew since orientation colours my "miserable" life here. lol.. well, picture tells a thousand words!! let them show u the story! haha.....

okay, I'm a little bit lazy to post them up now, cuz i've got tonnessss of assignments! haha.. my very first presentation is this coming monday!! WISH ME LUCKS PEEPS!!

Mua lucky red watch.

this is the new baby!! :))))

I call him my "lucky red watch"

I was browsing thru items that i need to get for uni. I told my mum earlier that i need a pair of new watch, but my mum won't buy it for me as i've spent almost two thousand in one day for a bag and a pair of jeans(okay, i admit they're kinda expensive).

We were in mid valley that time after dinner(i was superb happy that day cuz i've got a new coach bag). We made our way to metrojaya cuz mum wants to get a dress for Kim Peng's(my cousin) wedding dinner this year end.

So yeah, We passed by SWATCH watch shop. I barged into that shop when I saw that sparkling red watch!! LOL.... I couldn't take my hands off that red watch!! The sales-boy introduced that watch, telling the that its the latest.. bla bla bla.... Inilah conversation that I loved the most between me n my mum!!

*I'd never ever forget this conversation!!

mum : want?? buy larh..

me : huh?? really arh??

mum : u like or not? want then buy larh.

me : wow... mummy, since when r u so good??

mum : that for helping me in piano n ballet class. :)

me : yay!!!! haha..... (so happy weyhhh)

so yeah, after paying and listening to those warranty thingy, we made our way to metrojaya.

It was 7.15pm...... me, mum and sis were looking for some dresses. Mum grabbed some dresses and made her way into the fitting room while me n my sis waited outside.

It was around 7.30pm, my sis found a dress which she finds it'd be nice if she wears it for that wedding dinner. So we made out way to mum's fitting room. I HUNG MY SWATCH GOODIE BAG WITH MY NEW RED WATCH INSIDE AT THE BACK OF THE DOOR.

Mum was so busy trying on and taking off those dresses that she tooked into that fitting room. While me?? okay, so busy taking pictures of myself infront of the mirror(cuz the fitting room is darn nice weyh)......


After dresses and dresses, mum decided to get one, while me n my sis were so busy picking up those dresses. Everyone ignores the watch.....

Disaster happens when all of us forgot to take the watch!!!

I realised myself not holding anything when I was window shopping inside metrojaya. I shouted at my sis and started to panicked! eww... I HATE THAT FEELING! me n my sis ran back to the fitting room and voila!!! ITS GONE!! there's nothing on the hanger!!

I started to be like a mum who lost her child.... I asked the salesgirl whether she saw anything, but she says, she don't realise there's a watch hanging there. so, I've thought of something.... I went to the cashier and told the indian cashier, and she said, nothing can be done.

hell.... So i went back to the fitting room, looking around... thinking which BASTARD got my watch! I looked around for some clues and... lol... I found there's a CCTV camera shooting right at the fitting room. So I asked the salesgirl to bring me to the security room...

SECURITY ROOM weyh.... so proud! LOL..... no customers are allowed to enter!!! haha... I met the head of security and he showed me the camera!! haha... I stared at the playback for like half and hour and found nothing except a malay woman with red scarf went into that fitting room. Well, I started to feel like SHE is the BASTARD to took my watch.

So, I ran out of the security room and look for this woman while my parents n my sis were in the security room looking for that BASTARD.


okay..... interesting part comes always at the end, right?! haha..... this is it!!!



I started asking to myself ( if one steals things, would he or she stay at the same place?), I said to my self, no.

SO, i made my way out of metrojaya, and went to search for the woman who is wearing red head scarf. and and and... I FOUND A WOMAN WEARING A RED SCARF!! LOL... I followed that woman at the back, pretending i'm texting someone, while i look for evidence of her taking my watch! but i found non....


and the important call came......


mum : go to 1st cashier right now!!!!( this is wat i heard, cuz it was kinda blurrr)

me : huh?? cashier?? why???

mum : no... Go to the swatch watch right now!!

me : okay!!


I ran from body shop to swatch shop!! It was a really breath taking run!! cuz metrojaya is right at the end of mid valley while swatch shop is at the other end(middle). ...

When i reached that shop, the sales-boy looked at me, he said....

HIM : u left ur watch at metrojaya issit??

me : yeah yeah...

HIM : its here... there's one chinese couple brought it back here moments ago.

me : thank god!! thanks thanks thanks alot!!!!!!!


phewwww...... thank god for seeing a malay woman who told my dad everything.


My dad spotted a woman right after they came out of the security room. She was holding a swatch goodie bag ( which is the same as mine). My dad asked her where she got the watch, and she pratically showed my parents her receipt and everything. Sadly, It wasn't mine. My dad told her our "lost watch" story and she told us tat she SAW THE CHINESE COUPLE RETURNING A SWATCH GOODIE-BAG.


YUP... all thanks to that woman who told us!! we were so lucky to get the watch back... Thank God for leading us.... LOVES....


till then.. :)))

ps : wait for the picture of that watch, eh???

oldiesss.....

some of the old photos that i didn't get to upload to fb(cuz i'm superb lazy to wait) LOL..

okay... he's mine! LOL..

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okay, sajer wanna update my blog. I promise i'm gonna post one long one with contents which is "read-able".

update : done with my stuff which needs to certify for usm. ewww... lotsa them!! am actually waiting for the actual offer letter to come at my doorstep and then, all the mess starts again. ewww.... mess = certify again!!! arhh... how I hate certifying certs!!

till then~

The memorable one....

10 days of holidays to get away from this little small town. Prepared stuff before I enter uni which will be in exactly 2 weeks from now. :(..

Pictures paint a thousand words, so let these pictures tell the story of the 10 days.

In Levi shop @ Gardens. :)))

The biggest washroom i've ever been.. LOL.. fully equipped with shower, sauna, powder room, hair room and etc...

The best japanese restaurant served in royal golf club. Finest and freshest japanese food!

IDK what is this called, but, its nice!

dad, mum, sis and aunt.

dad, mum, sis n mua.

I love this pic!

dad, sis and mum.

ps : Ze one n only bro is coming back this August. :))))