lately.

Lately, I've been studying so hard for chemistry, especially organic chemistry. But those mechanism just don't seems like going into my "memory stick". I ought to revise again and again and again for the same mechanism!!
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Alkenes, Benzenes, Methylbenzenes, Haloalkanes and Hydroxy compounds are seriously driving me crazy!!!

sigh.....

How am i gonna strive for at least 3.5cgpa??

Biology is at least better than chemistry. They at least "willing" to enter my "memory stick"!! But, population genetics and all those stuff about genes and DNA are making my head right round!! I had to do lotsa exercise on that chaps!!

I've been doing Math exercises too lately... differentiation and integration!! they're fun when i get those answers correct, but they're torturing me when i couldn't get the answer!! I'll just scribble the whole foolscape paper with numbers & symbols!! Oh GOD!! help me!!!

Trials is on the 4th of Sept!! i'm so gonna fight with it!!!

I had enough!!!!

sometimes life isn't as smooth as a boat saling on the sea. there were ups and downs whenever one wants to be success.

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I've seen and learnt so much from ppl's attitude.

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They backstabbed you when they hate you. They ignored you when they feel doing so.

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I'm sick of people backstabbing each other!

I'm tired of people talking bad about each other!

And

what i hate the most is someone who treated me like i'm nobody!

I felt like i'm used!!

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Hell yeah!! i'm talking about you!! cuz i really cannot stand the attitude u gave me!!

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For me,

Friends aren't for backstabbing, They're there for you to lean on and to share your thoughts and others.

Thanks to someone who made our relationship apart!

Thanks to him that i wouldn't dare to talk to you.

What i did was to help him.

But,

What i get at last??

She say i jaga tepi kain orang!! She say i couldn't even solve my prob then wanna kacau ppl's prob!

I really couldn't understand what issit about!!

What i want to do is help him through his relationship, and what he did to me at last??!!

Told her everything i said!!

please lar...

She's my best friend, and you just make our relationship apart.

I really had enough!

I will never care about you and your things.

I will only do my part.

I will never talk with you again!

never again......

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Thanks to you,

I cannot live my normal life again.

you keep coming into my mind refreshing that moment!

Thanks!!

He's coming back!!

My Bro is coming back from japan this coming 23rd of July!! haha.... I was so happy when he phoned back during june saying that he's got into University of Tokyo!! wohoo~!!!

Miss him so much cuz he's been in japan since i was form5.

Miss him every bit from head to toe!!

Miss him calling me "A'Girl" at home!! cuz he's the only one who calls me like tat!! haha...

P/S: I'm sooo going to KLIA on the 23rd!! haha...

I'm tired...

He's a nice guy everyone says.

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He did breakfast for me every morning.

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He's there for me always.

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But today,

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I'm totally exhausted with everything.

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I got no more strength to ask him to do anything anymore.

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I cannot expect him to change anymore.

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I'm way too tired with everything right now.

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I wish i could just stop everything and restart.

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sometimes,

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I just cannot bear with the "unperfectness" in him.

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I just cannot stand to scold him so that he could change.

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But now,

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I'm too tired asking him to change.

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I really hate,

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Broken promises from him.

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now,

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I'll just let things pass n go away.

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I'll just put it as one of the best memories i had.

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The moment we were together,

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The moment where we don't argue,

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The moment when we share our foods together,

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The moment i had my first bite on ur fried rice,

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The moment we went into the cinema,

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The moment we sat beside the beach chilling together,

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I just miss all those moments.

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I really do miss them.

New Pictures!!

Kena tegur after this pic, so can't take anymore... sigh... this is the only one...

Sushi Anyone??

ma Fav.....

hm.... his fav!! INARI!!!

Jin and Fish were busy trying their outfit for prom night, then SK come in from no where and started to try on jin's heels!! lol... that's his' on her heels!!! haha.....

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lol.... finally!!

jin2.....

Fish cutting....

Mask that i did for prom this coming 27th!!!

Though i've been busy for like 2 whole weeks, but still i got time to hang out with my frens, chat with them, keep me up to date with them and most importantly keep me up to date with wat's happening around me!! haha... well, these are the pics i took during mid term break!!

Ps : I wanna go to the prom!!!!

Pss: I soooo wanna go to the prom!!!!!!!

mid term break!!

sorry guys... haven't been updating my blog since my last post!!

I've been kinda busy with math tuition! everyday 4 hours plus four days of 2 hrs chemistry tuition....

well, recently i'm obssessed with Adam Lambert after the American Idol Grand finale!! although he's only a runner up in AI '09, but still for me, he's still the winner!! haha... i just love his song!! No Boundaries is my Fav!!

nyway, have to be in school again in two more days.. sigh....

I love Them!!!!

Gosh!! I just finnished watching american idol last performance by the two finalist!!



Too Bad that i can only watch the last performance by two of them cuz i was in kuantan busy with my studies and everything so i don't even have the time to sit down infront of the TV.





The Top Two finalist!!! gawd!! Two of them were great!! good looking and great vocals!!





The one i like the most was voted out last week..... Danny Gokey!!



But then... Adam was the second most likable in my list of american idol!! *Winks*!!

and yea!!! ADAM!! you're the season 8's american idol!!! But still... DanNy GoKey is the best...

LOVES!!

Kris Allen!!

From left, Kris Allen, Danny Gokey and Adam Lambert!!!

Gonna Skip school tmrw to watch the final!!!!! haha......

Ps : Math 1 and Math 2 really makes my head right round!!!

Ps : Need a break from exam, that's y skip sch tmrw as tmrw no ppr!!