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We've been trying hard for 2 months. But It dosen't seem to work out like what we expect to be.

We've been trying hard just to make things work. We've been just trying TOO HARD for this relationship.

We're from different world. We know each other so well that we know we couldn't loose each other, but this time, we just have to learn to let go of it.

Maybe things are to rush? nah... I don't think so. Cuz we've been trying for the first 6 months and tried for 2 months just burden us more.

We are much happier to be besties rather than boyfie/girlf.

Think back last October, the first time I know you and the first time we meet each other. How happy we were that time? How big were our smiles that time when we meet each other?

If God really wants us to be together, HE would make our path crossed again. I hereby, wish you all the best in everything and thanks for everything that you've taught me.

We still are besties and I believe we're gonna be the best of besties! I'm gonna miss all the memories we had.

Promise me to go PKA, church or hang out with me together when we meet, will ya? Imma accept everything now. you too! :)

I'm keeping this. B&W. :)

Brain wash

Sigh~

Staying in a house with a widowed woman. I'm gonna be brain washed soon. I'm going crazy. Everything is submerged inside my heart. Every words from her mouth, I've gotto filter out one by one.

Lord, help me. please?

The best one I've ever had!

Did I mentioned that I'm excited about my piano class with Alyssa? Yes, I did in previous post! Omgness! I practiced piano whole yesterday. yes, I mean it! Whole day from 10am till9.30pm!! Nocturne by choppin of course!

Alyssa nailed it down one by one. Measure by measure. Bar by bar. She saved my Triplets that I've been working on for 6 months! She did it just in 15minutes! She's just the sweetest piano teacher I've ever met! She saved my nocturne! thank you!!!!! She saved everything!!!

She is the best piano teacher I've ever met. She's american educated. Her american slang kinda mixed me up sometimes. Her terms used are so different from UK's like quarter notes, sixteenth notes and so on so forth. Though, those terms are widely used in my university, but, I still prefer semibreve or crochet. haha....

Things that she learnt are so different from UK's which I love them all! Omgness. She taught me one by one like I said earlier. Most of it weren't taught by my current piano teacher. :).

Well, at least I learnt something, right?

I am blessed to have 4 lessons with her this holiday. Thank you, Lord for giving me this chance! Ahhh... I feel so blessed.

Her teachings made me wanna practice piano more! Her words encourages me alot!! Ahhh....

I was so happy just now and i drove all the way from jelapang which is her house to Jusco to get some groceries as aunt's fridge is totally out of stock! Me bought some drinks and well, bread. -.-

Ouh yea, The water meter outside aunt's house is stolen by IDK who! And this cause some water shortage since last night! goshh... idk why they wanna steal the meter! How much can they earn from selling those thingy? Ewwww....

Ipoh here is SUPERBLY hot like everyday. I can feel my skin is burning everytime I go out! And yes, It is fun to drive in Ipoh! Cars and drivers here are so "gentle" that I just feel like bullying them! haha...

Wait wait!! Alyssa's piano is fully imported from US. Super nice piano that I've never seen! Thought the shape is kinda weird, but then the sound produced is AMAZING! When Alyssa played the piano, my jaw drops. I couldn't stop myself from saying, "wow".

Btw, aunt found another cello teacher for me. This time an ex-RTM performer. Hopefully he's good!

Now only I know Americans don't pronounce the letter "t". Instead, Britons pronounce the letter "t".

*ciao*

ps : Memissyouverymuch!

ps : gained weight from 47 kg to 49kg. :'(

:)

Currently in Ipoh now. Started my cello lesson which I don't like the teacher. omgness. He sucks wey. He don't even know the right bowing technique(Which I kinda help him). All he knows is pitching and rhythm! Ewww... Imma find another cello teacher! Grrr...

Me had a short session with Alyssa today. She's gonna be my one month piano teacher in Ipoh. A doctorate student from US who loves Goreng pisang, idk why! haha... She's good! She saved my Nocturne piece wey! My triplet! Ahhh.. Thanks!! :)

She kinda inspire me to continue for masters and PHD btw! The way she describe living in Colorado, US which kinda made up my mind to study well in music and continue doing it till PHD! :)

This is the link to see her! Superbly well played Mozart's piece!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2OWVu0bksLk

ps : Can't wait to start my lesson this coming Friday!!