Braces...

Went for check up today to tighten my teeth. This is the second monthly appoinment with Doc... well, it hurts ALOT when he try to pull my teeth so that they're in a nice position. gosh....

That's elastic ligatures that doc use to put it in between the bracketts!! and it hurts ALOT when doc is putting it!!

P to the A to the I to the N = PAIN!!!

St John's National Review pics!

Date : 12-14 Dec 2008.
Venue :12 & 13 Dec, Trained in PULAPOL, Setapak, KL.
14 Dec, Dataran merdeka, KL.

Well, its been a great experience for me that i'll never forget those intense training under the hot sun and under the rain for 2 days!! though its very tired, but yet, i enjoyed it!! Pahang team rawks!! love ya'll very much! i'm so gonna miss them!!

Um... the enterance to PULAPOL...

That's me on the left!! lol....

From left, Yi po, li yu, angie, shwu teng, mellisa and chow... me?? taking pic lar...

lol... Li Yan in the middle there with us at the back.... duh.....

um.... who's that?? haha......

Chow, Angie and me with 3 cadets....

Angie and Me with 3 of the cadets...

The place where we're trained before going to dataran merdeka...

Training under the hot sun.....

That's our place to stay that 2 nights!! lol... PULAPOL!!

P/S : too bad i can't take larrisa's, Kong's, Mei Ping's and other cadets' pics...

My December......

Well, this december is a really busy month for me. That's why i couldn't blog so frequent! lol..

8th-10th Dec : KL Mid valley(Shopping)

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12th-14 Dec : KL again for St John national review ( LOTSA TRAINING)

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15th&16 Dec : Ipoh.... (Recharge myself after those trainin!)

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17th-21st Dec : Macau & Hong Kong!! lol....

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22nd Dec : Ipoh again....

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well, yea, its been a really busy month!! didn't touch books also ar.. sei lar.. school is going to reopen soon!! gawd! can't wait to meet my frens!! miss them so much!!!

27th Dec : Back in KEMAMAN!!!

And... That's me!!

I really NEED it!!!

I'm back first of all!! haha... miss blogging!!

OH ya!!! haha.....

CAN anyone teach me how to get a chatbox!! cuz i desperately NEED a chatbox!! lol.....

I love This!!!

This is what angie created!! lol... love her so much!!

Catherine=Stephanie???

lol..... Ms Irene Tan which is my math tutor mention my name as stephanie!! gosh... catherine=stephanie?? lol.....


First day.......

Ms Irene : Stephanie, is raaj's paper with you??
Me : (still chatting with friends). lol....
Ms Irene : Stephanie, have u pass the papers to raaj??
Me : (looked at teacher blindly).... uh?? oh, its still with me. ( then i gave the papers to raaj ).

*next day......

Ms Irene : Stephanie, please push the transparency up .
Me : ( cracking my head about the math question).......
hui ying(the gal who sits besides me during ttn : wei, teacher ask u to push the transparency up.
Me : oooooo......


The day after tomorrow.........

finally, Ms Irene remembered my name!! lol...... Ms Irene was there reminding us about the payment for tuition fees.......

Ms Irene : CATHERINE, you haven't settle your fees for november and december.
Me : oh, ok....

~THE END~

Dorcas's Register Of Marriage day(25-11-08)!!!

Gosh!! she's married!! i'm sooooo happy to hear that she's married!! indeed i was there smilling while i look at her pics that he e-mailed me that day!! congrats darl!! xoxo!!!! here are some of dorcas' and clifford(her husband) pics!!

I'm so happy for her!!!!!!

Happy marriage!!!!

Serious-nya......

awww.........

L 6 Sc 4 class partay!!!!

These are some of the pics i've taken during my class party! lol...

Teng ( hao po) and Me!!!

Another pic of Teng and me...

Trying to act like we're smoking, but, tak jadi pun... lol... (Me, Harmin & Fern)

lol..... Again with the chocolate roll!! haha... This time with yi po!!

Teng, Choi Mei and me( half face) sobs....

Teng, choi mei and Me

Tat's wat they do without me!! Shoo---- fern!!!!! Harmin's mine!!

p/s : Harmin!! faster upload the pics!!!

21-11-2008

Mood : HAPPIE!!!!

Mum told me that i FAILED my ballet exam in the mall after i watch movie with harmin and william.... i was like... gosh... i knew that i will fail the exam! Then my mind started thinking what i've done wrong during the exam......

Mum : you know your ballet result already o not?

Me : dunno, faster tell me pass or fail!!!

Mum : FAIL d...

Me :huh? really fail d ar? ( my mind kept thinking what i've dance wrong during the exam )

Mum : What you get when u add up 39 and 21?

Me : um... I Passed d issit?? lol... ( was there laughing already).....

Mum : Add yourself and see...

Me : haha... i passed already!! gosh....

well yea, i've passed my Advance Foundation!! haha... thank God for everything!! haha....

That's what i got from my mum after knowing my ballet result!! haha......

TADA!! I'm lovin' it!!!

Heart Broken....

They hate me, She hates me, he hates me, everyone hates me.....

I'm nobody from now on!!

Grow up cat!!!!

ALONE......

I'm All ALONE from now on!!!

Cat, wake up from your sweet dreams!!

NO MORE FOOLING AROUND!! NO MORE PLAYING AROUND!!

Cat, Be more independent!!!

NO MORE DEPENDING ON HIM!! NO MORE DEPENDING ON THEM!!

Cat, Be more mature!!!

BEST FRIENDS DO NOT EXIST!! NO MORE TELLING NOR SHARING SECRETS ANYMORE!!

Cat, you're 18 already!! Don't behave like you're still 6 years old!!

CAT, YOU'RE ALL ALONE STARTING NOW!!!!!!

SORRY...

i'm SORRY for what i've said to u earlier. i was just expressing what is in my mind and my heart. i'm SORRY. i really hope to be with you again like we use to last time. miss the time we were together talking gossips and everything... forgive me for everything. I PROMISE i'll change. yea, i knw i'm wrong this time.. real wrong.. promise i won't do that anymore!! anymore!! anymore!!

lol...

Well, i went to pharmacy this evening. Um.... Was there finding the stuffs that i need.....

Situation : kinda dark

Then, finally found the thing that i need. when i turn my head back, i saw lotsa small boxes with colourful background, so i decided to walk nearer so that i can have a better look at those cute boxes.

GUESS WAT were those small boxes with colourful background???!! its DUREX!! gosh... At that time, there was an old man there choosing what kind of "colour" of the box that he want. well, of course i walk away d la that time. haha....

lol... that time i keep thinking who is he going to use with? haha... keep imagining those positions that HARMIN and WILLIAM told me!!! lol...

HARMIN!!! you influence me sooo much!!! WILLIAM!!!! stop talking bout those positions!!! lol.....

What Catherine Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Friends!!!!

Gosh.. its been like a year since I last saw them!! gawd!! miss them so much!!! here are some of my mates!!!

This is Vivien AKA Lay Ying( with the Cap on) lol... gosh.. miss hanging out with her so much!!! She's in APIIT college right now!!

This is Jee Ying... gosh... she's so cute! haha... She's gonna be a Teacher. She's in IPTI right now.

Chun Ping and Jin ling!! gosh.. He'd grown up to be a man!! lol... miss them so much!! They're in UTAR right now.

From left, Jia Wei and Abebe.. lol... Jia Wei is in UTAR and Abebe is in Matrix( He's so lucky as he's one of the two chinese guys from my school who got matrix). Way da go Abebe!!

That's Ee Von on the left! lol... pretty gul, eh? lol.. She's in Taylor's right now!! miss ya soo much!

Vi Vian! lol... In taylor's too!! miss her....

Gosh jac!! miss her like hell man... left me alone right after PMR to KL! sobs... I've never met her for 3 yrs already! Cuz we were so busy with our studies!! lol... Miss ya jac!!!

Chan Si fu AKA Yan Xing!! lol.. She's in matrix right now!! gosh.. miss her teaching me Chemistry wei...

P/S : lol guys.... don't mind me taking ur pics from friendster eh? lol.....

St John National Review.

Date : 12 Dec till 14 Dec 2008.
Venue : Somewhere in KL.

One more thing that bothers me right now!!! Should i GO????!!!!!!

Class Party...

Date : 15 November 2008.
Time : 3PM - ???
Venue : TC 2

One thing bothers me alot right now is.... SHOULD I GO?!

These Days....

well, frankly, our relationship worsen since( i don't remember when). well hell ya, I hate these kind of feelings! Once we were best friends, but now, we are strangers! We don't talk with each other like we use to anymore! i meant anymore!!

Do you believe Time will fade things?? Well, this is what she told me that she'd grown up. she'd change her way of thinking. What is it about??

This really makes my head big and confuse me ALOT! how come way of thinking change will change our relationship?? urgh....

I don't really like to be in the class nowadays. I've been like avoiding her, don't wanna look at her, don't wanna talk to her. well, maybe its because whenever i approach to her, she'll just ignore me, don't talk to me or even don't answer me at all!

I HATE the feeling of being alone, being leftout and being ignored!!!

tired..

just got back from dinner and i'm darn tired!! nitezzz.......

Can't help myself to fight this feeling...

Don't really have the mood to go to school recently. don't knw y and don't wanna knw y. don't dare to ask myself what had happened between us. don't knw y she'd changed so much. i've been invislble for two weeks in the class, like no one notice me. she don't talk to me like she use to last time. she don't wanna share her things with me anymore! i mean, anymore. well yea, its a sad case... i don't knw what had happened to her and what should i do nxt to mend this relationship. i really am clueless......

I miss the old her... where is the gal who i first talked to?? where is the happy gal that i knw last time? miss her so much~

i've been doing so much thinking lately about this human relationship. its true that, human relationship is complicated yet hard to maintain.....

How come a good friend can become strangers suddenly? This is the question that keeps me day dreaming for like forever!!

I wish i could turn back time............

study...

well yea.. i'm having my final exam right now ( but still i'm onlining).. lol... i'm havin my chemistry ppr this coming thursday as well as biology ppr the day after that. well yea, i'm scare cuz i'm not well prepare yet!! hope to do my very best though!! wish me luck ya...!!

back...

well.. final exam just started yesterday with Math 1. lol.. The paper is kinda tough but can do la.. lol.. just finnish Pengajian Am 2 ppr this morning. well, it was a 3 hours ppr!! it took me for like forever to finnish two essays! urgh...

After finnishing the ppr, i went for lunch with him. Then straight rush back home to bathe and wait for Fish to go for chem tuition together. lol... waited her for like ages to come to my house!! u knw lar... she do things damn slow... have to wait for her! lol...

Well, i during tution i've thought of coming back to kemaman since i don't have any pprs tomorrow. so i msg my mum and ask whether i can go back by driving at night. At first she refuse to let me come back, but then she let me come back. lol....

* Night driving experience *

IT WAS CREEPY driving alone in the middle of the highway! lol.. *i think the whole way back to kemaman i drove at 120! shhh.. dun tell!! haha... anyway, Wanna tell sth.... there's a car trying to overtake me, he put signal d, but then i try to accelerate! haha... i keep accelerating till the meter shows 130! i was like!! OMG!! what on earth am i doing??!! am i racing with him??!! lol... after that scary experience, sure i slow down la!! haha....

Tomorrow's schedule : clean and polish my "baby" in the morning (one month didn't wash liao)!! lol....

P/S : Baby = my car!!

Late for Bio class

well, i was having my breakfast during recess in my class. lol.. whole class geh PPS went for meeting in the library. left me, dian, teng and mei. well, of course he's there too. hehe.. *he made fish and chip with bread today*.

well, i was having my own sweet time chewing the bread ( cuz of stupid bracketts) lol... well, bell rang, but we ignore it, cuz everyone is still not back yet. haha... so we continue chatting and crapping till 11am! haha...

After crapping for quite some time, we decided to pack our things and go to the multimedia room for bio class. well, of course we had our OWN SWEET TIME walking all the way to the multimedia room from our class.

well, disaster happens when we enter the room.


Condition : room temperature
Catalyst: non
"Atmospheric" pressure : Datin kala!!


The room was so quiet.... lol... i put my bag down and start to take my books and sit in front( trying to ignore that i'm late). After some time, everyone is in the room.... then.....


Datin Kala (DK) : Why are you late to class? its 20 mins late! now, everyone give me a reason why are you late?

( she starts pointing at us one by one)


Me : um.... um... (smilling at her)...

Datin Kala : Why? couldn't give me a reason???

Me : nod my head. ( thinking i'm so dead!!)

DK : Starts to tell us her history about how she punish our seniors.


Lesson starts................

urgh....

yea... it hurts whenever i eat, whenever i smile and even when i yawn. sobs.... help!!!

Pain...

I'm Wearing Braces!! And it hurts ALOT!!!!

Gap

Yeah, I admit our gap between us is getting bigger lately though physically we looked close. I don’t know what happened to us. But most probably it might be my own problem, well, thinking too much I assume? Felt like don’t want to know her anymore. Answer me, Can we end a relationship just by not talking with each other?? I’ve thought of ending our relationship once when something that I hate most happened.

After knowing her for quite some time, I realize that she’s everyone’s eye of the apple. She makes everyone happy where everyone wants to go close to her. Well, this situation makes me stand far away from her as people try to push me away from her.

Frankly, I can no longer share my secrets with her anymore as our gaps are getting bigger day by day. I couldn’t feel the bonds that we had last time.

Suddenly I felt we’re so far apart.

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This is wat i wanted to write long time ago. well, as u guys knw, i'm currently studying in Sekolah Menengah Sultan Abu Bakar, which is also known as SABS in kuantan. I first entered the school with my mum accompanying me. Me, with my new uniform, walked along with my mum to the school office so that i can register myself. felt so lonely as most of my frens further their studies else where. leave me alone here, in kuantan. *miss them so much* well, back to the story, i enter the office with my mum, met ms Kwek the first time, she's the one who incharge of registering the form6 students. well, she asked me to go to the tapak perhimpunan first. so i went to the tapak perhimpunan and had morning assembly. well, i had no frens, nobody to talk to tat time. i stand aside there as i dunno where should i stand. my mind went blank at that time as i had so many strangers in front of me!! i'm scare till death!! until some time, i saw one familiar face, my mind kept thinking who is this gal. and Ta-da, she is chui teng, my old primary school mate! omg!! i was so relieved when i saw her that day. she asked me to stand behind her. well, the morning assembly went by quite some time. after registering myself, i walk myself to Block M, as my class is located there. went there with my backpack behind me, reach the class and knocked at the door, went into the class and told the teache my name and everything. well, i start to find myself a place to sit. and of course i found a place which had nobody sitting beside me. well, yea, i sat there alone for like, one day! lol.... it was the "loneliest" day of my life that time! omg... think back also scare man. lol... nyway, have to study right now! exam is coming!! ciao~

It's me.

well, yea its me catherine. I used to blog last time but stopped blogging cuz got no time to face the comp that long. lol.. but now i start to write blog as most of my frens got a blog! lol... well, i think from now on i must give myself some time to face the comp longer so that i can write out everything that is in my heart, my mind and my soul! well u guys have to teach me lotsa stuff as i'm still new with this blogging thingy! haha... till then!! ciao~