The year of 2009!!! lol...

well, seriously i admit that i was kinda lazy to update blog since i got back from sabah. cuz i was in ipoh that time and and and aunt's internet line got some prob until i couldn't online. i was growing moss that time!! haha..

oh well, this year had been a really hectic year and i'm so lucky that a had known a bunch of friends where all of us took care of each other and gone through everything together. hmm...

It is a blast year for me this year cuz i'm exposed to so many things that i've never seen nor heard!! Foods, chinese words which i never heard and relationships!! And i wanna emphasis that i'll never be the one i am now without my friends!! hmm... friends really is important!!!!

and yeah!! 2009 seriously is a most difficult year i'd never forget in my life!!!!! hopefully next year would be a blast too!!! let us welcome 2010 with our open arms!! :)


PS : I-Phone!! yesh yesh yesh!!! i'm getting one!!!

lol....

okay!! i actually left 35 mins for me to surf the net!! cuz this stupid hotel actually charg whenever u need to surf the net! i bought rm10 for 24 hours!! and when u first log in, they straight countdown the time for you to surf the net!! so i actually don't have much time already!! argh!!!!


okay okay!!!


cut short everything!!

So i went to 1 Borneo today!!! its a new mall in K kinabalu!! hmm.... kinda nice!! they got Esprite, FCUK, ROXY etc..... hmm.... but the stocks are old stocks lar.. aiyo.. haha... better get those new stuff in KL! haha... so i actually didn't get any stuff from there! haha... just went to see some x'mas deco and window shopping!!haha....

well, i think that's for today!! i'm going out to waterfront later for dinner!! till then XoXo!!! haha...

PS : going to Philippine market tmrw!!! yay!! get souvenirs for you guys larh if i can get a good price! haha...


Oh yea!!! i saw this today!!!!!

13th Dec 2009

hmm... boarded from LCCT KL on 10.30am!! lol..... plane was nice and the service was fairly ok(but not as good as MAS or Cathay Pacific larh). haha....

hmm... reached K.Kinabalu, Sabah around 1.30pm. My uncle came and picked us up at the airport. well, after that, straight to the hotel, cititel express!

This is the latest/newest hotel in k.kinabalu. The rooms were new and clean! haha.. oh yea!! one thing!! haha... There's NO bell BOY in this hotel!! so i practically take my own bag and everything myself! :(.. this is the not nice part larh! haha...

But, overall, sabah do changed alot where there are two new malls over here!! i'm so going there tmrw morning!! haha... btw!i'm just gonna upload one photo first! gonna upload them later when i'm back to ipoh! till then, Ciao!!!



PS : am gonna haunt ROXY department store tmrw at 1 Borneo!

APPLE I Mac computer is mine!!!! yesh yesh yesh!!!

current place : cousin's place at cheras!
Comp : cousin bro's new apple i mac!
song : lucky by jason mraz!
mood : hyper!




haha.. reached KL around 2pm and straight went for lunch with family then straight to cousin's place at cheras!! haha... well, once i stepped into the house, i straight look for any wireless connection! lol... well, of course there is, but its lock unfortunately!! haha,,, but then, when i enter my room, i saw there's sth under the cloth, so i opened it i found there's a large computer screen with an apple which don't know who bite it lable! LOL!!!! haha... i was so happy and of course straight on it lar..

BUT THEN!!! i FOUND out that there's no CPU for me to press the on button!! lol.. i was like.. um... .how ar?? how to on ar?? so i kept looking for the on button!! gosh.. it nearly took me around 5 mins to find that on button!!! argh!!! haha.... okay, the switch is actually behind the monitor!! LOL!!!!

hm,... okay... it wasn't windows...... i was practically figuring where is the modzilla firefox button and the internet explorer icon!! arh.. there wasn't any! but then, i saw there's SAFARI!! then only i realise!! yea!! its under apple, surely use safari lar! lol....

well, literally the whole computer was real nais!!!!!i love it!!! the monitor is large enough to watch movie and the keypad is so damn cute enough for me to blog!!!!argh!!! damn!! i'm lovin it!!! haha....


till then, ciao! haha...


PS : off to sabah at 11 tmrw morning!!!!!

exams over and now's time for blogging!

YAY!!! BIG YAY!!!!

Finally everything is over and hell yea i strive real hard for it! everything seriously ended well especially last night's gathering at pn phang's place! hell loads of fun! haha... literally talked and laughed throughout the party! haha... hmmm... darn! it is real nice having a bunch of nice friends around! haha... crapping everything which comes into our mind! haha..

its been a year and a half since i knew them! lol.... today was kinda the hardest day for me. cuz i moved back to kemaman and left qian's house with my tears inside my eyes.. hmm... yea... i cried... cuz i'll be like... missing them real much!

well, we've been through ups and downs together such as exams and practicals and everything for like together in a class, the bonds between all of us is strong and its hard to imagine that one day that u'll leave them during the moments that we were together! gosh!!

hmm... anyways... there's FACEBOOK which i'd on for like 24/7! haha... stay in contact! lols.... UM!!!! USM!!! UPM!!! YEAH!!





yay! big yay!!

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hell yea exam is just around the corner, yet i am still writing this post.

well, as u all know, i just got out of a real bad relationship and i'm trying to cope with my single life right now. haha...

being single is much better rather than being in a relationship. hmm..... well, one of the advantage is you will never get "bonded" to something. But, what goes up surely will come down, it does have its own disadvantage too, like being alone! haha.. but then friends are there just for you!!!

I hung out alot with my friends/classmates recently! well, its fun being with them!! crapping and fooling around! haha... it is truely fun! laugh from inside my heart. haha..

mei and teng, seriously thanks to you cuz i seriously can't cope with my situation alone. you guys were there whenever i got difficulties! yea.. seriously thanks! I do love my friends!!

My life suck without my friends!! i'm nothing without my friends!! Friends are important!! yeah!! seriously important!! haha... tat it!! OFF TO MATH NOW!!



PS: B is havin' cold n sore throat since sunday.
PSS: but, B is playing rugby today!!
PSSS: mua miss B alot!!!!!!!!!
PSSSSS: Good luck in today's game B!!!!!

blogging!

pheww!!! i just finish my PA presentation work on power point. Alot of things to type! hmm...

lol.. i planned to study variation theory after typing PA stuff, then, a friend of mine borrow me his maxis broadband, i was like, yay!! can online!! haha.. so he drop off his maxis USB broadband here for me. lol... well, actually i ought to do some stuff for my PA through the internet, find some stuff for that presentation. hmm...

hmm... nothing much happened lately.... went for 4 hours math marathon this morning at Ms Irene's, went back home and had a good sleep after 4 hours of crakcing my head on those questions. whoa....

Teng, sui Teng, was sick, she didn't attend this morning's class.. hmm... she's sick for like 2 months? hmm.. after recovering from last months' high fever, running nose and sore throat, she's sick again now.. sigh...

I do miss her very much... haha... miss crapping with her lar wei.... talking with her is fun cuz there'll be no stress thinking of what to say! just spit everything out of my mind whenever i was with her. haha....

well, am here praying for her fast recovery! jia you teng!!! love you!! XOXO!!!

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hmm... i actually can survive without him!! lol.. cheers for myself!!

well, if isn't my frens beside me, i don't think i could survive! haha..

well, am actually enjoying today's life, being alone. i felt more comfortable being alone. cuz ain't gotto inform somebody what i'm doing and everything. There's no one who can control my life. hmm.... felt like i'm kinda free now.

am acutally just got out of a real bad relationship badly recently. some of my frens were looking at me weirdly whenever i walked passed by them. hmm...

I think tat was the worse relationship that i've ever had. i felt so stress being with tat somebody. couldn't control my own emotions properly when i was with him. sigh... felt seriously unhappy whenever i hang out with him.

He cared too much till i don't have space of my own to breath, to do my own things! hmm... he's too ego that i really hate his attitude as well as his own character.

1 yr, i've been with him.. is a real long time for both of us. i stand his attitude n character so much.

between this 12 months, i know inside my heart that i seriously cannot accept him in my life. cuz his attitude really makes me sick.

so, i've decided to end everything up before everything gets worse!

hmm... the best decision that i've made so far.

Felt tat i'm much more happier than i used to last time.
Felt like i actually got time to talk with frens.
felt like i actually got freedom!! yeah...

though i miss him, but everything that started ought to end it when two weren't meant to be together.

now, i'm focusing 100% on my studies.

Most of my frens were there supporting me. they always say, never give up. yeah, never give up till the end!!

I seriously wanna give a big hug to yi po, who actually lead me to a good path. she say, if u really wanna do it, just follow ur dream! don't give up. so yea, i'm gonna strive for the best. Yet, being the best of the best!!

PS : he won 1 game in rugby this morning. xoxo..

22nd sept 2009

It was Tuesday that day and i was in kl for three days shopping spree.. lol...

Well, i went out with him tat day. i was late for our date tat day actually. At first he waited me at my hotel lobby, then, he went to mph. hmm.. *sorry i was late*!! We met up in MPH.

Cat : hey, we finally meet up!
Him : um.. hey, lets go get the tickets for the movie now.
Cat : ouhh... ok.

gosh.. he was a real shy boy. haha... he don't dare to look at me actually. lol...

well, we went up to GSC straight. when we reach the cinema, everybody was lining up to get tickets. well, we just line up at the back of the line then. lined up for around 15mins, we got out tickets at last. hmm... the ugly truth we watched. it was a real funny movie tho!! haha...

hmm... after the movies we hit to the red box at the gardens! haha.. he brought me there! It was my first time entering any "BOX BOX" thingy. lol.... It was high tea promo that time, so we grab everything we can into our room. haha...

After eating, we sung for like.. um.. 2 hours? lol... love the moments when we were singing!! haha... darn funny!! haha.... i was forcing him to sing with me that time. lol... darn hyper me!! was fooling around with him that time. haha..

hmm... that's practically one whole day with him.

Pictures are coming up soon!!

PS : miss him!!

new dawn, new day, new life.

its been months since i last blog. many things happened around me which i don't really know how to express them... writting this blog with lotsa "sigh" inside my head right now. i'm really confuse. i don't know what should i do.

My future suppose to be me who decide what to do and what should do, but some things that i just can't get rid off. I can't decide what should i do.

STPM is real hard for me. i totally give up when i received my Trial result last week. But after getting advices from Pn Phang and my friends around me, i know, i cannot give up right now. its not the time for me to give up yet! strive for the best until the end!!

They told me, blogging can express feelings out. yeah, i do agree a part of it. but somehow and sometimes, i felt like there's alot of things for me to say, but i just can't let it out. i can't express it. i seriously can't.

well, seriously, alot of things happened around me for the past few months.

I gave up my one yr n a month's relationship with him, cuz i really can't stand the pressure from him and from my studies! sigh..

i studied real hard for my trials, but in the end, my result "shucks"!! this is the main reason i gave up when i receive my result. I cannot stand myself getting such result after studying for months!!

i really can't believe that i get such result after lotsa of effort i put on for that subject! felt like stabbing myself with a knife!! urgh!!

for now, i'm just gonna be alone. i just wanna be alone! settle my mind down, focus on studies and thoughtfully think about my own future.

I chat with one of my old classmate last night through msn. she talked about her life in taylors while she was doing A lvls. sigh... i so wish that i could be in college, instead of doing stpm in form6! cuz A lvls ain't as hard as form6!!

well, saying all these are just to express my inner heart. but, thinking back of all those things won't make things better. so, now, i'll just have to look forward and do my best in everything!!

strive for the best!!

you...

you were my best friend since i knew you.
you were there when i was sad.

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We used to have lotsa talkings whenever we were together.
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But,
Everything seems to changed 360 degrees.
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I wouldn't dare go near you.
I wouldn't dare talk with you anymore.
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Cuz of the weird feelings inside my heart.
Cuz what happened last year.
Cuz don't know what makes us apart.
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seriously,
I can't forget of what had happened last year.
I felt so innocent.
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Now,
I felt like running away from you whenever i see you.
I felt like hiding myself from seeing you.
I don't know what should i do.
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Today,
We are far apart each other,
We can't be as close as we used to last time.
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The feelings are far way too weird for me!!

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Anyway,
I know that i can't turn back time to get back there.
I know that things won't be the same again even if i tried my best to fix them back.
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So,
We should live our life to the fullest!
Appreciate what we have now!
Never look back of our past!
But!!
Learn from our mistakes we've done before.

P.S : I do miss the time....

P..S.S : Waiting for bro to come back on thursday!!

lately.

Lately, I've been studying so hard for chemistry, especially organic chemistry. But those mechanism just don't seems like going into my "memory stick". I ought to revise again and again and again for the same mechanism!!
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Alkenes, Benzenes, Methylbenzenes, Haloalkanes and Hydroxy compounds are seriously driving me crazy!!!

sigh.....

How am i gonna strive for at least 3.5cgpa??

Biology is at least better than chemistry. They at least "willing" to enter my "memory stick"!! But, population genetics and all those stuff about genes and DNA are making my head right round!! I had to do lotsa exercise on that chaps!!

I've been doing Math exercises too lately... differentiation and integration!! they're fun when i get those answers correct, but they're torturing me when i couldn't get the answer!! I'll just scribble the whole foolscape paper with numbers & symbols!! Oh GOD!! help me!!!

Trials is on the 4th of Sept!! i'm so gonna fight with it!!!

I had enough!!!!

sometimes life isn't as smooth as a boat saling on the sea. there were ups and downs whenever one wants to be success.

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I've seen and learnt so much from ppl's attitude.

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They backstabbed you when they hate you. They ignored you when they feel doing so.

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I'm sick of people backstabbing each other!

I'm tired of people talking bad about each other!

And

what i hate the most is someone who treated me like i'm nobody!

I felt like i'm used!!

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Hell yeah!! i'm talking about you!! cuz i really cannot stand the attitude u gave me!!

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For me,

Friends aren't for backstabbing, They're there for you to lean on and to share your thoughts and others.

Thanks to someone who made our relationship apart!

Thanks to him that i wouldn't dare to talk to you.

What i did was to help him.

But,

What i get at last??

She say i jaga tepi kain orang!! She say i couldn't even solve my prob then wanna kacau ppl's prob!

I really couldn't understand what issit about!!

What i want to do is help him through his relationship, and what he did to me at last??!!

Told her everything i said!!

please lar...

She's my best friend, and you just make our relationship apart.

I really had enough!

I will never care about you and your things.

I will only do my part.

I will never talk with you again!

never again......

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Thanks to you,

I cannot live my normal life again.

you keep coming into my mind refreshing that moment!

Thanks!!

He's coming back!!

My Bro is coming back from japan this coming 23rd of July!! haha.... I was so happy when he phoned back during june saying that he's got into University of Tokyo!! wohoo~!!!

Miss him so much cuz he's been in japan since i was form5.

Miss him every bit from head to toe!!

Miss him calling me "A'Girl" at home!! cuz he's the only one who calls me like tat!! haha...

P/S: I'm sooo going to KLIA on the 23rd!! haha...

I'm tired...

He's a nice guy everyone says.

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He did breakfast for me every morning.

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He's there for me always.

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But today,

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I'm totally exhausted with everything.

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I got no more strength to ask him to do anything anymore.

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I cannot expect him to change anymore.

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I'm way too tired with everything right now.

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I wish i could just stop everything and restart.

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sometimes,

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I just cannot bear with the "unperfectness" in him.

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I just cannot stand to scold him so that he could change.

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But now,

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I'm too tired asking him to change.

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I really hate,

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Broken promises from him.

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now,

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I'll just let things pass n go away.

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I'll just put it as one of the best memories i had.

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The moment we were together,

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The moment where we don't argue,

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The moment when we share our foods together,

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The moment i had my first bite on ur fried rice,

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The moment we went into the cinema,

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The moment we sat beside the beach chilling together,

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I just miss all those moments.

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I really do miss them.

New Pictures!!

Kena tegur after this pic, so can't take anymore... sigh... this is the only one...

Sushi Anyone??

ma Fav.....

hm.... his fav!! INARI!!!

Jin and Fish were busy trying their outfit for prom night, then SK come in from no where and started to try on jin's heels!! lol... that's his' on her heels!!! haha.....

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um... Trying...

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lol.... finally!!

jin2.....

Fish cutting....

Mask that i did for prom this coming 27th!!!

Though i've been busy for like 2 whole weeks, but still i got time to hang out with my frens, chat with them, keep me up to date with them and most importantly keep me up to date with wat's happening around me!! haha... well, these are the pics i took during mid term break!!

Ps : I wanna go to the prom!!!!

Pss: I soooo wanna go to the prom!!!!!!!

mid term break!!

sorry guys... haven't been updating my blog since my last post!!

I've been kinda busy with math tuition! everyday 4 hours plus four days of 2 hrs chemistry tuition....

well, recently i'm obssessed with Adam Lambert after the American Idol Grand finale!! although he's only a runner up in AI '09, but still for me, he's still the winner!! haha... i just love his song!! No Boundaries is my Fav!!

nyway, have to be in school again in two more days.. sigh....

I love Them!!!!

Gosh!! I just finnished watching american idol last performance by the two finalist!!



Too Bad that i can only watch the last performance by two of them cuz i was in kuantan busy with my studies and everything so i don't even have the time to sit down infront of the TV.





The Top Two finalist!!! gawd!! Two of them were great!! good looking and great vocals!!





The one i like the most was voted out last week..... Danny Gokey!!



But then... Adam was the second most likable in my list of american idol!! *Winks*!!

and yea!!! ADAM!! you're the season 8's american idol!!! But still... DanNy GoKey is the best...

LOVES!!

Kris Allen!!

From left, Kris Allen, Danny Gokey and Adam Lambert!!!

Gonna Skip school tmrw to watch the final!!!!! haha......

Ps : Math 1 and Math 2 really makes my head right round!!!

Ps : Need a break from exam, that's y skip sch tmrw as tmrw no ppr!!

Yi po's 18th birthday!! 8th of May

The Birthday Girl...

Me and yi po...

Clockwise from left- Yong Qian, Fern(Dryopteris sp), Li yu(fish), Yi Shin( Yi Po ) and Hui Ling ( Piggy)

Kes Buli- Choy Mei and Dian

From Left- Choy Mei, Me and Dian




SaPo(s)- Me and Sui Teng

27 April 2009

9 Months since last July.....

*Loves*

*Huges*

*Kisses*

Updated!!

Well, its been 2 weeks since i last updated my blog!! sorry ya'll!! cuz was busy with my work!

Finnished MUET exam!!

Finnished April test!!

Mid year is just in two weeks!! gosh....

Lotsa things happened in this two weeks.....

well, gonna update those things later!!

loves!!

Pics!!!

Pics taken during SABS karnival sukan 2009.....

To Ex' 5 Ibnu Sina aka 5St1 class of 2007 students!

This post is dedicated to all 5ST1 students of 2007!!!

Mood : ANGRY!!

I'm studying form6 in SABS, kuantan. And he, Privithy RAAJ A/L Thanimalai came to the same school!! and yet!! we're in the same class!! gosh!! At first, during lower 6's life, I just ignored his existence. but now!! he's making history again in this school!!

AMIN, Yong, Chen, I so damn don't wanna talk with him!! I so damn don't want to see him everyday!!!

Reena!! He went to the counseller's room and ask for advice cuz kononnya he look so stress, but the fact is, he wants to complaint bout me and my classmates!!!

Sharon, Huda, Liny!!! He told on of my classmates that, the actual reason where my classmates don't want to talk with him is because of me!! he said i'm the one who spread the rumours to them about him!! urgh!! *you guys ought to help me*

Bibah, Kavita, Shidah!!! he make the innocent look where he got no faults at all!! he thinks he's the correct one!! damn him!!! urgh!!! he blame everything on me now!!!!

Syairah!! urgh!! aku memang dokleh tahan ngan attitude die tu!! mengade sungguh!! mcm la die tu pandai ngat!!! nak cakap ttg aku depan my teachers n frens!!! urgh!!!

He's is making history again in this school!! he wants all the atttention and all the respect from us!!! but hey!! how can he get out respect when he didn't evern respect us at all?! right??

Guys, when u all got back from kl or anywhere around the world, please do give me a call!! I so damn cannot stand with his attitude!! I wanna ignore also cannot cuz he's in my class!!! urgh!!!

1st U6Sc4 Rat dissecting day! (3/4/2009)

Whole U6Sc4 students ponteng PA3 class on friday morning after recess. haha..

We made trips to the biology lab as well as chemistry lab for rat dissection! haha... but, unforturnately, the bio lab was occupied with other class while the lab assistant don't let us use the chemistry lab as we're not dissecting with any teachers.

Then, we went back to our old class, L6Sc4. well, Dissect in the class! lol.. Not in bio lab wei... haha....

The dissection went well under Ang's word.. lol... These are some pics!! haha...

Preparing....

Yi po-(Day Dreamin), Hui ling and Li yu-(Preparin)...

Ang Explaining...

Dian's and Choy mei's

My Bradd Pitt!!

The failed Brad Pitt on the left and my Angelina Jolie on the right!! lol...

Hui Fern's( forgot the name d)...

Hui Ling'a Hui ling. lol...

Everything went well during dissection...... I'm soo looking forward for the next dissection. We're gonna have 2 more dissection session. lol... Hopefully I won't fail again for the next dissection!! *Finger crossed*

First Tennis practice.

I went for tennis practice this morning at taman gelora. Well, actually its a competition. lol.. I've never touch tennis before and i went for daerah competition.

Well of course, i end up losing. But i've gain alot this time. I finally know how to play it! haha...

And now, My shoulder and my muscle is killing me!

After tennis competition, we went for Mc donald for breakfast at TC. lol....

Then, We went back to school for yearly sports carnival organised by MPPT6 SABS.

I took part in 4x100m run. I was the third to run. lol.. This is also my first experience in 4x100m running. haha... End up losing(4th).

Well, though I lost in both of the events that I took part, but hey, i learnt alot from there! haha..

Pictures coming up soon!!

P.S : He's coming back today!! haha...

27 March 2009

I went to school as usual around 7.10am.

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Rained quite heavily this morning

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Once I stepped into my class, I saw this on the board

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Ain't of us got a clue who wrote those words (its nice though)

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Well, I brought phone to school today, so guess what i did? Take pictures la of course!

That's Teng's bear which i love to squeeze between our dissecting set on my table!!

That's Mr. Bunny on the right with its own Frame and 3 bears at the back....

Gossipin anyone??

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We went to Multimedia room to "escape" from a talk in the hall.

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That's Fern and Qian studying bio.. (notice them holding hands). well, i ASSUME that's asexual reproduction! haha...

Hui ling and yi po quickly pose! haha...

Then, i went to U6Sc3, there's another thing i notice on the board...

I personally love the lower stanza....

27 of march meant alot to me, cuz its been 8months since IT started. * LOVES*