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hmm... i actually can survive without him!! lol.. cheers for myself!!

well, if isn't my frens beside me, i don't think i could survive! haha..

well, am actually enjoying today's life, being alone. i felt more comfortable being alone. cuz ain't gotto inform somebody what i'm doing and everything. There's no one who can control my life. hmm.... felt like i'm kinda free now.

am acutally just got out of a real bad relationship badly recently. some of my frens were looking at me weirdly whenever i walked passed by them. hmm...

I think tat was the worse relationship that i've ever had. i felt so stress being with tat somebody. couldn't control my own emotions properly when i was with him. sigh... felt seriously unhappy whenever i hang out with him.

He cared too much till i don't have space of my own to breath, to do my own things! hmm... he's too ego that i really hate his attitude as well as his own character.

1 yr, i've been with him.. is a real long time for both of us. i stand his attitude n character so much.

between this 12 months, i know inside my heart that i seriously cannot accept him in my life. cuz his attitude really makes me sick.

so, i've decided to end everything up before everything gets worse!

hmm... the best decision that i've made so far.

Felt tat i'm much more happier than i used to last time.
Felt like i actually got time to talk with frens.
felt like i actually got freedom!! yeah...

though i miss him, but everything that started ought to end it when two weren't meant to be together.

now, i'm focusing 100% on my studies.

Most of my frens were there supporting me. they always say, never give up. yeah, never give up till the end!!

I seriously wanna give a big hug to yi po, who actually lead me to a good path. she say, if u really wanna do it, just follow ur dream! don't give up. so yea, i'm gonna strive for the best. Yet, being the best of the best!!

PS : he won 1 game in rugby this morning. xoxo..