weeee...

Done with dad's annual concert. gosh... LETHARGIC , that's the only word i can describe. Mess all over when the event started at 1pm. gosh.... parents came and register, students ran here and there and most of all, the sound of crying all over the hall. omgness...

I ran all over the hall with my new pair of heels to grab those kids to line up for their performances. omg... can u imagine me on heels running here and there for lykeee 4 hours?! i mean it, 4 hours. gosh...

I'm back home for like 4 days already and I haven't get a chance to mee

t my friends yet. ewwww... No time! And They're so far away from me. and and and Baby myvi is not here. too bad... I don't have transport to go there.

pictures of the day! :)

The Heels that kills me.

Imagine me running with this pair of heels todayh.

The face after all the hard work.

The ultimate dad and I.

The one and only sis with mua.

Weee... Balloons all over!!!

Giving out balloons!

Graduation. :)

Finally, the best chocolate mint cake from awana. :)

Everything's done within 4 hours. gosh.... Thank god that everything's done now.

Next thing on the list :

#1 : send sis off to Japan.

#2 : Get myself a sweater.

#3 : Tunggu pergi Tokyo!

#4 : I can't wait for christmas.

#5 : more to come. LOL....

ps : I don't feel safe.

Happy Belated birhday Genie. :P

Sorry for celebrating late with you cuz.. u know la.. exam! haha... I had a great day with you just now. And It's always hard to say good bye. boo~~

Photos of him. Coming up When I'm back home tmrw. Its gonna be a lonngggg day for me tomorrow! Gonna wake up at 6am, and its like 3am now! omg!! I can't imagine how am i gonna survive with only 3 hours sleep. @@....anway, I'm gonna wake up early cuz I've gotto unscrew my piano with the help of Siva!! wuuhuu~ He's just my hero!!

Ouh yea, his birthday pressie?? A guitar capo!! haha... Dunlop guitar capo!!

okay, I'm so lazy and tired to write long post now. I promise that I'd write a longer one with PICTURES tmrw! till then. :)

Sorry

Sorry. That's what i'm saying.

Orientation week and first few weeks of school here in uni were the best time in my life. yeah, I met new friends that changed me alot.

I know that I'm a really straight forwarded person. Sorry that I've offended you in anyway. The way I say or the way I did. Big sorry and yeah big sorry.

sorry. Cuz I don't wanna be the regretted one. I cherish everyone here and I try to blend with everyone. I tried to change the way I talk. I did tried very hard. And I tried to be silence. But everytime when i'm in a silence mood, everyone would come and ask, " why so emo"?

The accident that took my friend's sis' life, changed me. Changed me, to say whatever is inside my heart. The person I like, I told. The person that hates me, I ask them why. So please, do forgive me and I try to do the best i can to blend in. cuz its difficult to live in a one person's world.

you, you, you and everyone out there, I'm SORRY. *bow* I don't wanna loose any moments with everyone here. I'm sorry for the way I did nor talk. I truely am.

The way everyone talks about me, I was hurt. Truely, I was hurt and IDK what to do.

So, yeah. Tell me what I did so that i can change. Sorry that I wasn't sensitive enough to care people's feelings.

Again, I don't wanna be the regretted one. I don't wanna miss a chance to say that I cherish u guys. I really appreciate that I've known everyone here.

Wrote this with my heart. *

sakit.

Gastric came to me just right after I went for swimming in the evening. Gosh... Was quite some time back since i last got gastric. Cuz I've been eating quite alot these days. *fat* OMG!!

Mua was kinda moody today cuz of some incident that happened through social network thingy. Well, everyone said, forget about it and look forward. That's the only thing I can do. Focus on my last paper and ciao!! I can't wait to go home. Seriously am kinda excited for this holiday!

Human relationship in girl's world?? One word, COMPLICATED. Gossips, exaggeration and back stabbers are everywhere. I just hope I could go through this tough time and stay strong no matter what people say.

IGNORE, that's the word that I've learnt here. They asked me to IGNORE whatever they say. So, yeah, I will try to IGNORE what they say and try to move forward and FOCUS!!

For anyone out there that supports me, THANKS. For anyone out there that lend me their ears, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

For anyone out there that is angry or hates me, I'M SORRY.

Wanted to write more here, but under certain reasons/circumstances, I'm not allow to elaborate here. till then.

IMY

you know what?

Its a sin to wear branded stuff in university. That's it. I don't wanna elaborate more.

Music history

Yeah, I've been hitting this subject ever since this morning and i'm still in Renaissance period. Sad huh?? Cuz i've gotto do so much research so that I won't miss any part of it. Because of this paper on the 23rd, I missed Singing-K with seniors! garhhh!! I sooo wanna go! CUZ its been so long since i last stepped into a Karaoke box! Brandon buuuuu!!!! I miss Red Box in GARDENS so much!!

Exam is coming to the end and holidays is coming. Excited and at the same time sad. Cuz I'll be leaving here and won't be seeing ____ for a month? goshh.. It seems short but, for me, its long!! I'll be flying on the 7th and only will be back a week later.

garhh.. I've gotto continue with my renaissance already!!! I'mmmmm wayyyyy to slow!! OMG!!

IMY

Love story

Tho its a really old old old old song, but still "Love story" is my favourite song after "Because of you". These two songs made inspires me and they're the songs that made my day. :)


We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you, "Please don't go..."
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, "Please don't go"
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

'cause we were both young when I first saw you

IMY. :'(

Screwed.

Done with practical exam just now. A big relieve for me and at the same time a big disappointment. sigh~ I did so badly at the harmonization and improvisation part. omg... Dr yumi didn't commented on it, but i can feel the "ugliness" of the piece that I produced. :'(



Ehh... sad sial!! omg!!!


one last paper on the 23rd and i'll be free from everything. MUSIC HISTORY!!! garhh... I can't wait for holiday. Will be flying of on the 7th! I can't wait!! :)


IMY

2nd post in a day.

Yeah, I wanna write!! I just wanna write cuz i feel like writing! haha.... Mua went out with seniors for dinner at Kim Gary just now. Then they went to this game station to hit the drums. It looks fun tho, but i didn't try cuz i think i'm gonna score the lowest if i try. haha..

Well, it was a really nice dinner cuz its been a long time since i ate cheese!! garhh.. how i miss cheese bake rice at Kim Gary. But I ordered baked cheese Spaghetti just now. It was awesome! :)

We had a little talk about motorist and it makes me think of my friend's sister who just passed away last week. Sighh... He and I are quite close with each other where we contacted each other like, always?

The other day, I sent a text, asking how's his life. Then only I know that his sister got into a very serious accident. I prayed for her recovery, but too bad, She couldn't survive the second operation. I was shocked to see the wall post. Everyone's saying RIP at her wall. I called him immediately right after I saw those post. And yeah, its true that he just lost her.

Regretted of not saying I LOVE YOU always in his life to his sister. I hereby wanna urge everyone outside, appreciate each and everyone of ur friends outside there. I LOVE YOU is just three simple words that need to be expressed out. Don't just live inside ur own world without knowing what's happening outside.

Live life, love life, love your family love your friends. :)

till then.

IMY

Dear me.

I tak tahan wanna write this after reading my friend's blog. I just wanna keep my friends update. :)

Done recital and its the most scariest thing to do even tho I played with a partner. Thank God there's no mistakes in between!! omg.... Hands shaked all the way from the begining till the end! It was a great experience tho. :)

Watching one of the seniors playing cello accompanied by piano makes me love cello even more. I wonder when can i get my very own cello? gosh.. I've been waiting for months.

Two days later i'll be facing practical exam. Yet to start harmonizing and improvising! Goshhh.... Left only a day to do it! omg!!

I had Drama & Theatre exam this morning. The place that i sat was right the the side of the hall. Lucky me i got that place. Cuz it wasn't that cold there.

Will be going to a place that i've been logging to go with family ever since! Garhh... I can't wait to go there! I'm soooo getting a new camera and winter clothes!! omg!! Can't wait for it!

till then.

IMY.

:)

Someone changed my point of view about human relationship and life in a night. 3 hours talk, and voila!

2 ears and a mouth. Should have listen more rather than talk. That's what I've learn here.

The whole terrible incident that happened here, matures me. Lord Guided me throughout this path. Even though the process that I might going to go is tough, but still there are people who supports me. They are there for me to cry, shout and laugh on together.

cry through the phone and tell my friend how miserable I am doesn't help. Cuz this is the problem that I'm going to solve myself.

Change? Yeah, I will. The way I speak, the way I talk the way I'm gonna face everyone here and there.

Relationship, tough yet difficult, huh?? Its a never ending story for everyone. Cuz each and everyone grows from that matter.

sad? yeah, I am. Smile and joyful r always on my face cuz i've gotto face so many things in my life. I cannot hang a "hated" face and show my temper all over, isn't? so yea... deep inside my heart, sorrow.

couldn't deny that I hate gossips. Cuz it changes people's perspective upon smth. I'm hereby, not gonna talk about anything about anyone and anywhere!

I just feel like writing out what I feel now. no offense and I don't mean to hurt anyone.

Thanks to each and everyone out there that were there for me when i'm superbly moody and down. Thanks to you guys out there that made my day.

till then, I'm not gonna blog here until end of sem. :)

stress!!

I'm officially stress because i only got one book to read. OMG!

second day of the second last month of the year!

yeap... second day of November, peeps.

Woke up so earl today cuz I can barely sleep last night. I was soo excited about the practical I had this morning. Thank God that it turned out well this morning. Well done, good job and good are the words that came out from Dr. Jason's mouth!! Omg... can u believe it? Am seriously happy about it!! :) tho i've got a lil' pitching prob!! haha...


I love the weather here in penang nowadays. Its not too cold nor not too warm. *ngam ngam*!! lol... I'm starting to revise my work from today onwards!! Beethoven's OP. 79 is still in the process. Hopefully I can play all 5 pages with perfect rhythm and correct notes before exam!! @@


ps : IMY.

1.11.10

first of November, peeps!! I think I've utilized today with much purpose.

1. Went to dad's kindergarten and did some experiments.
2. Test drive Toyota Prius ( super likey this car )
3. travel alone to come back to penang.

lastly, I'm superb tired!! Tomorrow's the big day for me and part of my course mates. We'll be teaching at the kindergarten in USM. 20percent weyyy... I've gotto do it with just one shot!! Keep your fingers cross for me!! :)))

FYI, the plane journey was kinda rough. The pilot almost made me threw up in the plane. The landing was... wayyyyyy to rough... luckily tak vomit inside the plane la.. ouhh yea... one more thing... I was sooo lucky enough that my gate at KLIA was just outside. I just need to walk a small distance to reach my gate when I landed at KLIA. Thank god. :)

Books?? belum sentuh lagi. I'm gonna use the time given this week which means tomorrow, to study study and study!! ouh yea, I've gotto practice my op 79 too!! :)

Wish me luck. till then. :)