13-08-2010

Mua's birthday! Dr. Yumi's class was canceled earlier today and i was superb happy! cuz no quiz for today! LOL..... I spent my day surfing FACEBOOK. cuz i've got over a hundred NOTIFICATIONS! lol.. for the first time in my life, i've got tat many notifications in a day! haha... love my friends who painted my wall so nicely! :)))

Then, a friend told me that she's coming to pick me up at 11am. So i get myself dressed at 10.45am and waited for her. Turns out, my coursemates come knocking at my door and suprised me with a birthday cake! awww....aren't they lovely?? thanks a million for that! loves!!! ♥♥

I went for Sushi king for dinner with him just now. I had the nicest sushi meal ever after 5 weeks here!!!! gosh.. can u imagine me eating cafe food for like 5 weeks?! arhhh....

Well, I had a great day!!! LOVE everyone around me! *hugs*

I think

I'm gonna get a birthday cake myself and blow candles alone in my room. :(
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Yu, qian, teng, dian, mei, ang, billy, yi po, fern, hui ling & loon. I miss u guys so much. I miss the feeling of counting down till our own birthday! Every year, when it reaches August, I'd go to everyone's book and write down my own birthday or even stuff a piece of paper in their pencil case. But, I can't do it here.

We only knew each other for barely a month. I tried to mix, but it seemed to be FAILED. After that day, I know that "true friends and best friends" never exist here. Sad case, huh?? I've done my part well. I'll try to be alone from now on. I'll try to isolate from others. I'll never want what happened last two year to be happened again. :(.. It takes me forever to think about the cause! sigh....

I had gastric twice this week. I suffered! :'(... I hate quizes from keyboard class cuz i'm always out of tempo. :(... I hate doing rythm with prof every wednesday cuz he always give alot of questions/assignments if we can't do it correctly! :(

I do wish 3 years here will pass in a blink of eye! :(

A-L-O-N-E

Suddenly, I felt like i'm all alone in this world. I felt left out because of that tiny incident that happened earlier today.

I started my day, looking at morning msg which makes me smile the whole day. But, things get worse when i forgot to bring my BM book out from my room. sigh.... my pedagogy class was from 11.30am till 1.00pm, Dr Jason let us out around 1.15pm. I rushed back to my room just to get the pathetic BM book. My next tutorial class is at 2pm. I skipped lunch due to some reasons. sigh...

GASTRIC pain comes when I only had biscuits in my stomach. :'(... I was too tired to talk to anyone as i'm in pain. sigh.. tutorial class was from 2-3pm. Then 3pm is the "ultimate" BM class( the cause of skipping lunch). sigh.... I did my essay in superb fast speed and got myself out of the class and straight back to my room! gosh.. The pain wasn't there anymore during BM class, cuz its been too long....

Thinking back of the pain.... I only had tomyam for dinner last night, plus skipping breakfast and lunch.. GASTRIC... sigh... I swear to GOD that i never ever will eat tom yam again!! :'(((

I started my birthday week as described above! sad, huh?? :'(.. I HATE MONDAYS!! cuz its the busiest day of my week! :(((

hey

I'm superb moody. :'(

I miss home soooo much that I don't feel like doing anything! I don't want 13th to come that early. :(. I don't wanna celebrate it anymore. I just wanna skip that day. I'd pretend that day dosen't exist! sighhh..

No doubt that everyone here miss home. I've been away from home for a month and 3 days! My phone dosen't seem to work since yesterday. Its been days since I last talked with my mum. I miss everyone back there! :'(. All ever wanted is to escape from this desperate scene! :(

My heart wants me to cry out loud, but my mind controls my tears from falling down. :'(

soon to be... PANDA!

chak!!! panda coming thruuu!! @@

Woke up as early as 6.45am just to get myself ready for convo. It all started 03.08.2010. Woke up reluctantly then practically dragged myself to the toilet!

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I saw alot of graduates who's graduating this year. I'm so happy for them when I saw their parents wore and tidy up their "gown". lol.... USM's "graduate gown" is purple which I think its nice! LOL.....

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Me, myself dressed in black!!! All black from head to toe! Just to sing the two pathetic songs which I'll be doing it for 9, i repeat!! 9 friggin' times!!!

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Well, I manage to watch medic students graduate! I envyyy them.. There're tears inside my eyes when I saw them, cuz I wanted to do med so much, but i can't. :'(....

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Well, Guess i'm gonna excel in my music course, eh?! I will!!!!!!

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Mua, currently preparing 3 songs for the coming audition. Pray hard for me peeps!!! I hope i can do it in time!!! :))))

Bro is coming back from Japan this 16th of August! I just can't wait for him to come back! Its been a year since I last met him! wonder how FAT is he now! LOL....

Hmm.... 13th is coming, but i don't feel like counting down days to that day. Cuz i just can't "feel" it this year! :'(......can anyone lighten it up for me? :(

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I just felt like skipping or postponed my birthday this year! Cuz i wanna celebrate sooooooooooooooooooo badly! :(((((

Skip 13th of August this year! I don't want it to be here this year. sigh... This is the first time where I don't anticipate 13th of August. :((... I don't feel like its a birthday after all. sigh....

IDK why... I just don't feel right for it. sigh.... I miss home so badly that I feel like flying back there once i got time! :(.... but time is never enough for me ever since I stepped into this uni.

PERFORMANCE & RECITALS are only words in my mind. :(((...

3 pieces of songs, 100 pages of theories, LOTSA chords & intervals and etc to be memorized soon enough!!!! :(((


ps: i miss home. :(

The "sourheart & Bitterheart"

Part of the juniors(us), with part of the seniors. :)

Malam Seni was a success last night. We were worried about the crowd's reaction, but it turns out that we weren't that bad at all. haha...

left : sourheart , right : bitterheart.

3 of us. xoxo!!

The Superb "bitterheart" of mine!

The one and only "sourheart" of mine!

The best thing to be here in USM is making new friends! They are the best and I'll remember them always! :)))