Thursday, October 15, 2009

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hell yea exam is just around the corner, yet i am still writing this post.

well, as u all know, i just got out of a real bad relationship and i'm trying to cope with my single life right now. haha...

being single is much better rather than being in a relationship. hmm..... well, one of the advantage is you will never get "bonded" to something. But, what goes up surely will come down, it does have its own disadvantage too, like being alone! haha.. but then friends are there just for you!!!

I hung out alot with my friends/classmates recently! well, its fun being with them!! crapping and fooling around! haha... it is truely fun! laugh from inside my heart. haha..

mei and teng, seriously thanks to you cuz i seriously can't cope with my situation alone. you guys were there whenever i got difficulties! yea.. seriously thanks! I do love my friends!!

My life suck without my friends!! i'm nothing without my friends!! Friends are important!! yeah!! seriously important!! haha... tat it!! OFF TO MATH NOW!!



PS: B is havin' cold n sore throat since sunday.
PSS: but, B is playing rugby today!!
PSSS: mua miss B alot!!!!!!!!!
PSSSSS: Good luck in today's game B!!!!!

Sunday, October 4, 2009

blogging!

pheww!!! i just finish my PA presentation work on power point. Alot of things to type! hmm...

lol.. i planned to study variation theory after typing PA stuff, then, a friend of mine borrow me his maxis broadband, i was like, yay!! can online!! haha.. so he drop off his maxis USB broadband here for me. lol... well, actually i ought to do some stuff for my PA through the internet, find some stuff for that presentation. hmm...

hmm... nothing much happened lately.... went for 4 hours math marathon this morning at Ms Irene's, went back home and had a good sleep after 4 hours of crakcing my head on those questions. whoa....

Teng, sui Teng, was sick, she didn't attend this morning's class.. hmm... she's sick for like 2 months? hmm.. after recovering from last months' high fever, running nose and sore throat, she's sick again now.. sigh...

I do miss her very much... haha... miss crapping with her lar wei.... talking with her is fun cuz there'll be no stress thinking of what to say! just spit everything out of my mind whenever i was with her. haha....

well, am here praying for her fast recovery! jia you teng!!! love you!! XOXO!!!


Saturday, October 3, 2009

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hmm... i actually can survive without him!! lol.. cheers for myself!!

well, if isn't my frens beside me, i don't think i could survive! haha..

well, am actually enjoying today's life, being alone. i felt more comfortable being alone. cuz ain't gotto inform somebody what i'm doing and everything. There's no one who can control my life. hmm.... felt like i'm kinda free now.

am acutally just got out of a real bad relationship badly recently. some of my frens were looking at me weirdly whenever i walked passed by them. hmm...

I think tat was the worse relationship that i've ever had. i felt so stress being with tat somebody. couldn't control my own emotions properly when i was with him. sigh... felt seriously unhappy whenever i hang out with him.

He cared too much till i don't have space of my own to breath, to do my own things! hmm... he's too ego that i really hate his attitude as well as his own character.

1 yr, i've been with him.. is a real long time for both of us. i stand his attitude n character so much.

between this 12 months, i know inside my heart that i seriously cannot accept him in my life. cuz his attitude really makes me sick.

so, i've decided to end everything up before everything gets worse!

hmm... the best decision that i've made so far.

Felt tat i'm much more happier than i used to last time.
Felt like i actually got time to talk with frens.
felt like i actually got freedom!! yeah...

though i miss him, but everything that started ought to end it when two weren't meant to be together.

now, i'm focusing 100% on my studies.

Most of my frens were there supporting me. they always say, never give up. yeah, never give up till the end!!

I seriously wanna give a big hug to yi po, who actually lead me to a good path. she say, if u really wanna do it, just follow ur dream! don't give up. so yea, i'm gonna strive for the best. Yet, being the best of the best!!


PS : he won 1 game in rugby this morning. xoxo..